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Today is the day that I go on James Corden. It's also the day that I release my song. There was a change in plans with James. We were originally just going to sit down and talk, and then I perform. James wanted to do something a little more fun. We are doing carpool karoke. So that's where I am now. Getting dressed, my makeup is done.

They had a few outfits on the rack, they gave me an option. I grabbed the one with my favorite color. First thing, a pair of high waisted, loose, pinkish purple pants. A white simple tube top. My most favorite part of the outfit is the matching blazer. I know this matches Harry's style so much. I am kind of obsessed with this outfit and the way it looks. They finished up on my makeup and then sent me out to the parking lot where Harry will be meeting me to start the show.

When he walked out, my jaw dropped

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When he walked out, my jaw dropped. I knew he looked good. I just didn't know he could look this good. He is wearing an outfit sort of similar to mine. He has a bunch of jewelry on as well, which of course is very normal for him. He has a pair of sunglasses on and his hair is slicked back. His chest tattoos show perfectly over his shirt, I think that is my favorite part.

 His chest tattoos show perfectly over his shirt, I think that is my favorite part

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"Hey look at you!" He said as he walked up to me. "I think this style fits you." He said. I honestly think it's my perfect style. It fits my personality perfectly. I love it.

"You look great Harry, I thought that I have seen the best outfit but damn!" I said making him smirk. I did too. A guy with a camera walked up to us asking if he can get a picture of the two of us, so James can post it later. "Of course." I said. Harry put his arm around my waist. I got on my tippy toes and kissed his cheek. He smiled. I bet that picture turned out perfect. That was really awkward though.

"Hello Baylee. It's so nice to finally meet you." I heard James say from behind me. I turned around and smiled at him. He pulled me into a hug.

"It's so nice to meet you too James. It's an honor." I said pulling away from the hug.

"You look so great. Both of you. Harry." He said pulling him into a hug. I've heard they are really good friends. "It's been a while. How have you been?" James asked him. Harry grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. I guess James doesn't know it's fake either. I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"You see it mate. I'm super happy." Harry said. I smiled knowing that he is happy, but it's not because of me. At least not like that anyway. Harry deserves so much happiness. Their is no question about that.

"You guys truly are the cutest couple. Alright, It's show time." James got into the car and James talked into a fake phone. The producer motioned for me to get into the car. I opened the door and climbed in. "Thank you so much for helping me get to work." He said. They gave me a script I had to read off of for the first part of the video.

"Oh no problem James, but do you mind if my boyfriend tags along. He has a little bit of separation anxiety." I said. Trying not to laugh. I am actually pretty good at this acting.

"I-" Before he could say anything the passenger door opened and I got out. I let Harry in, and then the producers told me to sit on his lap for this part of the video. This is going to be super awkward. I climbed back into the car.

"I told you. He can't stay away from me." James laughed. He gave up on the whole acting part. I couldn't help but laugh as well.

"With the way you look I don't blame him. Give it up for Harry Styles and Baylee Winters." He said to the camera. I blushed. Before we left. Harry got out and went to the back seat. I stayed in the front.

"So Baylee. How did you guys meet?" He asked.

"Well I was walking the New York streets. Taking pictures of random things for my portfolio, so that I could get a job. When I rounded the corner we literally ran into each other. He asked me not to take pictures of him, but when I saw his outfit I had too." I laughed at the memory. "I still have that photo. It's so beautiful. Like he is such a beautiful man." I meant that part, he truly is a beautiful man. He is just Louis man.

"He really is." James said making Harry laugh. "Are you ever going to release those pictures?" He asked. I shook my head no.

"No the pictures are too special to me. They hold a lot of memory. I don't think I want to share that with anyone." I said truthfully. Those photos show a lot of emotion in my eyes, I don't want the whole world to analyze the photo. Make it there wallpapers. That moment was the start of my new life, that's not just any photo. That's my photo.

"I get it. Well that leads me to this question. Is Ever since New York about you?" He asked me. I never even thought about it like that. I looked back at Harry.

"No when we met the song was already out." I said. Kind of wondering who the song was actually about. I don't care though. That's none of my business.

"Well I am going to play it anyway." I heard the music start up and I started singing the lyrics along with Harry and James. They both sound wonderful. I stopped singing to listen to the both of them. Surprised at the notes that James is hitting. Once we were done with that song, James played more of Harry's songs. Sweet creature, Kiwi, Only Angel, and Carolina. Listening to Harry sing is always going to be my favorite thing.

"So Baylee, What's the story behind your song?" James asked me. I'm a little hesitant. I don't want to talk about the assault yet. Harry could tell how tense I got. He grabbed my arm. Pulling my hand to his so he could hold it.

"Well there is some parts that I am not ready to tell anyone yet. The only person that knows is Harry, but I will tell you about some of it..." I told him the story of my mom. How she passed, the pain I felt. The way my dad treated me, without getting in much detail.

"I am so sorry you went through all of that, your dad is horrible." He said. I laughed at that one.

"You aren't telling me anything new. I mean he is probably sitting on his couch watching how successful I am becoming, wishing he would have just loved me. He wants to be me. I vow to treat people with kindness but that man doesn't deserve it. I am not going to completely bash him because I am better than that. So that is all you get." I said smiling. I can't believe I just told millions of people about that. James put my song on, I sang through it. Hitting the high and the low notes perfectly. I still can't believe my voice still sounds good.

"Thank you both for coming on my show today. It means a lot. It's always a pleasure Harry, and I hope to see you again Baylee." James said giving me one last hug and running off to the stage to start the next thing. I looked at Harry and smiled.

"That was great." He hugged me. We swayed to keep the hug longer. I will always need this man. He is my backbone.

"You were great." He said to me. I smiled at him. We went to our separate dressing rooms, getting back into the outfits we had on earlier. They told me I can keep the outfit I had on which made me so excited. I folded it up nicely and placed it in my bag. I met Harry back in the Hallway and then we went to his house. I need to look for a place. I can't always stay with him. I placed my bag down in the room that Eleanor and I share. Falling to the bed smiling.

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