No judgement

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"Can you go over this again ma'am. I want to make sure I have everything right." The detective said.

"On March 31, 2016 I went to a party. I was about 21 or 22 years old. I went because I was told that if I didn't he would break up with me." Niall grabbed my hand from under the table. He can tell I am really nervous. "I didn't drink. I don't like the feeling that it gives me. Jake thought I did though. He thought I was drunk. He led me up to the bedroom, he said he just wants alone time. I didn't think anything of it, I defeinitley did not expect what happened. We sat down on the bed, talked about the party, some random things. I don't remember exactly what we were talking about. He put his hand on my thigh. Which is normal, so I really didn't expect the next 30 minutes. He would always put his hand on my thigh to make me feel confortable. So I relaxed. He started to run his hand closer to my vagina. I tried to stop him, but he is way stronger than I was. One thing after another, I ended up a slave in my own body. I didn't have any control of what happened that night. I screamed hoping someone would help, but the music was too loud. He didn't have a condom on, that was one of my biggest fears. That I would end up pregnant with a horrible man's baby. I didn't though, I was super thankful. He left me in the room alone, so I called my mom to come get me. That night was the worst night of my life for multiple reason's." Niall wiped the tears off my face. I hate talking about it.

"Thank you ma'am. We will be in touch with you." The detective told me. I got up. Niall's hand in mine. Leading me to the door.

"Where are we going to stay until this is all done." We can't leave Indiana. We have to stay until all of this is settled. We walked out the front door, were the boys were standing.

"How did it go?" Harry asked me, he walked up to me and put his hands on my shoulders. I smiled at him.

"It went good. They made me repeat the story at least a thousand times." I laughed. It feels good to know that he is behind bars right now as I stand here, talking to Harry. Harry pulled me into a hug.

"I am so proud of you. We all are." Harry said. Everyone else hugged me. A big group hug.

"Awh don't get all mushy on me boys." I said. They all laughed. I left the hug going back directly to Niall. I need his touch to be calm.

"Oh never. I don't show emotions." Zayn said. I laughed. I got into Niall's car. Harry and Louis rode with us.

"I think that we should go out to dinner. I mean just us for. I love the other two, but you guys have been there for me. This is a special sucess, I think that since you guys have been there for me since day one. Especially Harry. Louis you have become another one of my best friends. You have been there for me just as much. Niall, you are just obviously a big part of my life." I said smiling.

"Oh how is that?" Niall said. Making us all laugh.

"You are truly the love of my life. That's how." I said. Calmly.

"Okay, let's not get all lovey dovey. It's gross." Louis said. I looked into the back seat. Harry playfully put his hand over his heart.

"I'm offended." He said. Louis grabbed his hand, placing a kiss on his hand.

"Lovey dovey is great when it's us." Louis said. Awh how cute. They are so cute together.

"What's a good resturant here in town." Niall asked me. I thought, I don't know of any really great resturants here.

"Texas roadhouse. Oh you are going to love it. It's so good. I love their steak." I said. I haven't been there in a while. That was my favorite as a child.

"Texas roadhouse it is." I pointed Niall in the way of the resturant. He took my hand in his. Placing a single kiss on the back of my hand. Pulling our hands to his chest. By his heart. I smiled at him, but he didn't see me. He is keeping his eyes on the road. He pulled into the parking lot of Texas Roadhouse, getting a parking spot.

"Yayy." I said ethusiastically. Niall got out and came to my side of the car before I could open the door. He did, grabbing my hand and helping me out of the car. He took my purse from me, putting it over his shoulder. I put my arm through his and we started walking to the door, Harry and Louis behind us. Hand in hand.

"Is there just four of you tonight." The waitress asked.

"Yes." Niall said.

"Alrighty follow me." She picked up some menu's leading us to the booth in the back corner of the resturant. I sat down, Niall following my lead seconds later. He gave me my purse to put beside me and then we ordered our drinks. "I will be back with your drinks shortly." The waitress walked away, her badge said her name is Anna.

I looked through the menu, but I already know what I want. So when the waitress came back, I told her that I want the chicken salad.

"I thought you wanted steak." Niall said. I smiled at him.

"I changed my mind. I wanted a salad." I said pushing on his arm. I heard whispering from behind me. I didn't turn around though. I don't mean to be nosy but I can hear every word that they are saying.

"That has to be them. Look at his hair. It looks exaclty like Harry." I heard one of the girls say.

"What would Harry be doing here. A small town in Indiana. There is nothing here." I turned around facing the girls.

"Hey." I said simply. They looked at me, their jaws dropped. I smiled at them. Moving out of the way, so they could see Harry.

"Can I maybe get a picture?" One of the girls asked. I looked over to Harry. He shook his head. He asked Louis to get up. That's when they saw him too. "Louis?" Niall turned around as well. "Holy shit and Niall." The girl said. I smiled as they all got up going to the girls booth.

"I'll take the picture." I said. They looked at me.

"I want you in the picture as well. I love you so much, I'm such a big fan." The same girl said. I smiled at her. The same waitress, Anna, from earlier walked up. I stopped her for a minute.

"Hey, I'm sorry to bother you. Could you take a picture of us please?" I asked her. She put everything she had in her hands on our table. Grabbing the phone from one of the girls. I sat down in front of Niall. Leaning back. My head is literally on his chest. It's weird being this close to him in public like this. I smiled while she tooke the picture. I got up giving each of the girls a hug.

"It was so nice to meet you. Thank you for supporting me. It means the world to me." I said. I am still completely shocked that these girls said they are fans of me. It's unreal.

"It was so great. I can't wait to see what music you come out with in the future. I know it's going to be great." I smiled at them. "Have you been working on new music?" I forgot about music. I haven't worked on anything in weeks.

"No, I have been going through a lot right now. My dad just passed, so I haven't been in the most great state of mind. I'm sure I will come out of this with so much motivation." I said.

"I'm sorry. I am sorry for your loss." They said. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Thank you. It means a lot." I said. We talked with them until our food came. They were so fun to talk to.

"It's was so nice to talk to you. I hope we can see each other again some time in the future. Send me those pictures, I can't wait to see them." I said to them. They pulled out their phone's bringing up my instagram. They sent them to my dm's. I got out my phone, looking at my requested messages. Pulling up their instagram. Saving the picture. This is the life I have wanted forever. Not the fame, but the love. It's so surreal.