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-Jade-

"Wow, you are a lying little fucking bitch aren't you?!" Grace snarls at me. I shrink into the corner of the room as Grace, Brianna, Hayley, Jaydn, Calum, Luke, Michael and Ashton corner me with angered expressions.

"W-what are you talking about?" I sob. Brianna scoffs.

"You're so stupid and useless! I honestly don't know why we even bothered with you and your depression problems!!" Brianna screams at me, my eyes burn with tears as I shrink down further.

They take a step closer and my heart pounds. I put my hands to my ears.

"Look at the little useless girl, calling for her mummy... Oh.. Wait. Her mummy doesn't even love her. She never loved her!" Michael seethes.

I cry out, yelling for them to stop.

"Awww, she need help... Does little Jadey need help? Well to fucking bad bitch... No one loves you and no one cares about you!" Calum yells at me. My heart shatters at his words and hot tears come out.

"You really fucking need help... Fucking baby," Hayley mutters.

"I never loved you anyways... Why did I have to have a slut as a stupid sister?," Jaydn spits in disgust.

"Jade!! Jade!!" Ashton yells at me, reaching his hand past everyone. His expression is full of concern and love. Something I can't see in everyone else's eyes when they look at me.

"JADE! C'mon!" Ashton yells once again. I take his hand and everything goes black.

I sit up in my bed, panting as I wake up from that nightmare.

"A-Ashton?" I cry out for him. I feel his warm hand rub up and down my back and I lean into him. I let out a lot of tears and I can't hold in my sobs. He wraps his arms around me and I let out more tears onto his shoulder.

"Shhh.... It's gonna be okay," he says. His words soothe my heart beat, and slows my breathing. But it doesn't stop the relentless tears streaming out my eyes.

"A-Ashton, it w-was h-horrible!" I cry to him. He kisses the top of my head and he rocks me back and forth.

"What happened Jade? What made you cry so badly?" Ashton says. He gets the blanket and re adjusts it so it's over both of our shoulders.

Where is Calum when I need comforting?

"T-they were all ganging up on me. They said I was use-useless and I needed h-help," I start, my sobs causing me to choke on some of my words.

"Who said this to you?" Ashton asks, wiping a tear away. I lean further into him and he holds me tight.

"Can... Can we go somewhere else?" I ask hesitantly.

-Ashton-

"Can... Can we go somewhere else?" She asks quietly, as if I would reject her.

She looks me in the eyes and my heart shatters and slowly repairs itself as I stare at her.

"Of course, let's go to the top of the roof," I say. She looks surprised.

"What?" She asks. She sniffles and wipes her eyes.

"There's a ladder right at the back corner of your house? That goes up to the roof?" I ask her. Why wouldn't she know this. She's the one who lives here.

"Oh... Okay," she says quietly. I get up and I hold out my hand for her to take. She smiles sadly and takes my hand, she uses her other hand to take a spare pillow and I use my other arm to bundle the blanket under it.

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