Save me? // 5sos

2.4

2 Weeks later, Wednesday 3:50pm

-Calum-

Two fucking weeks without her. She hasn't cracked yet. She is doing the thing I hate the most, staying away from me. I realised in that time, how big of an impact Jade has made in my life. She was in my mind all the time, the most littlest things remind me of her.

I've told Michael, Ashton and Jaydn what happened with the help of Luke. They took some time to understand and Jaydn went rage at me for just showing up and saying her name.

"Calum?! What the fuck are you doing here?"

"I need to explain, please"

"You better explain why you hurt my little sister so badly!" Jaydn seethes in a cold tone.

"That's why I'm here, I love your sister, please just know my reasons for this Jaydn." I whisper, my emotions showing. I pull them back and put on a strong face.

"Trust me, he has a very solid reason." Luke backs me up from behind. Jaydn's eyes shoot to Luke and he moves out of the doorway and let's me in.

"What the fuck is he doing here?!" Michael yells as soon as he sees me. He jumps out of his seat, alerting Ashton.

"Just let him talk." Jaydn retorts. Michael nods and I start talking...

I explained everything, but more in depth. They asked questions a lot and I told them to so me them when I was done. By the time I was finished, I was crying and they all calmed me down.

They tried to help me figure out ways to get Jessi to back off, but we eventually came up with something solid.

"What if we just tell her to stop, she only has about three friends and we are the most popular guys in school. Plus we have Jack, who has girls dropping their pants for him," Ashton suggests.

"But Jessi is a teachers pet, the teachers will take her side." I remind Ashton. He nods and sighs.

"Miss Smith will understand. Miss Smith was there when Jade was on anti-depressants. She knows that Jessi is an evil bitch because Jessi came over, screaming at Jade once while Miss Smith was in our house. When Jessi left, Miss Smith was like 'Damn, she's a bitch' and I laughed my ass off!" Jaydn tells me, cracking us all up.

"We could tell Miss Smith first." I tell them. They all nod. After a while, Michael talks.

"Sorry bro, I didn't know it was like this," Michael says. He gives me a side hug and I return it.

"S'okay"

We decided that tomorrow I'm gonna talk to Jade, and then on Friday we'll all tell Miss Smith. I'm honestly so scared about telling Jade.

She hasn't talked to me, or even looked at me. And now I'm just gonna randomly show up in her room and talk to her.

Great plan isn't it?

If you are smart enough, you would know that that's my sarcasm. Congratulations if you did notice it.

I don't know how she's gonna react. I'm afraid she's not gonna believe me, I'm afraid she isn't even alive anymore.

Don't think like this Calum.

I get up off of my bed and I walk into my bathroom. I look into the mirror and I sigh. I still look dead.

I really need to change up my hair. I need to show Jade that I have thought about her a lot. I need to start with changing myself, and my appearance.