Gerard Way Imagines (Fluff Only)

i dont love you... or do i?

Warning: drinking, drugs, depression, yelling, ect.

For midnightgee sorry it took so long. Hope you like it.

Your POV

I was starting to get mad at Gerard like really mad. He's not spending any time with me and any time I ask him to spend more time with me he always gets mad and tells me to leave him alone.

I walked in to gerards office which was just a desk in the corner with a chair that always had a pale skinned, greasy black haired, little man sat in it. Scribbleing drawings in to a sketch book angerly like most of the days I come in here to bring him coffee or food.

"Gee we need to talk" I said as I walked over to him and put my hands on his shoulders then moving them to his greasy black hair that probably hasn't been washed in at least a month.
I made a face at the feeling of his hair cuz it was so greasy.

"Sugar I'm busy can't you see?" He said sleepy.
"Thats exactly what I wanted to talk to you about. Your always busy you never spend time with me anymore." I stated looking down as I frowned sadly.

"Look (y/n) I don't have time to spend wi-" Gerard said but I cut him off by yelling. "YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO SPEND WITH ME BUT YOU HAVE TIME FOR THOSE STUPID COMIC BOOKS?" I looked down as tears started to form in my eyes.

"Gerard... We're done" I had tears streaming down my face know so did he.
"N-no baby please I'm sor-" "no Gerard we're done."

I packed my stuff and left.

Couple months later.

I was know living with my friend nick (Nicholas Matthews the lead singer of get scared)

I was sitting in the living room on the couch watching TV with nick when there was a nock on the door. Nick got up to answer it.

"(Y/n) franks here and he says he needs to tell you something really important" nick says as he walks into the living room and sits back on the couch.

I nod to him then get up and go to the door. I offer frank to come in and we go up to my room. He looks like he's been crying.

Once we get to my room I ask him what's wrong.
"What's wrong Frankie you look like you've been crying?"
He just shakes his head and looks down before speaking.

"Gerard has been so depressed since you left him he's turned to drinking and drugs" he said starting to tear up again worried for his best friend.
I frowned at the thought of Gerard drinking and doing drugs.

"I've tried getting him to stop but he won't please you've got to talk to him."

"OK... I'll go to his place tomorrow and talk to him"

Time skip to tomorrow...

I got ready and told nick I was leaving. Once i got to my car I turned it on and drove to Gerard's place.

Once I got there I nocked on the door.
A drunk/high looking Gerard answered the door. My heart shattered at the sight of him in this state.

"(Y-y/n)?" Gerard said looking surprised.
He instantly hugged me. I hugged him back and started rubbing his back.

He pulled me inside. "I'm so so so sorry for not spending lots of time with you b-but can you please take me b-back" Gerard sniffled.

"On one condition" Gerard looked up at me. "As long as you stop doing the drugs and drinking" "I promise"

He did keep his promise and I'm so happy he did.