poems

Quietly ~ Solangelo

ROLES:
Nico di Angelo
Will Solace
Both

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it's been quiet between us
as if the golden thread has dimmed
I think we both don't know how to reach out
what to say, what to do
or even if we should

—

can you still feel me?
calling out to you
afraid of what you might say
but still hoping every whisper is you
desperately wishing for something
...
anything

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I shouldn't wish for you
but I can't help it
some deeply hidden part of me cries out for you
wanting to say something
to remake the nothing we are now
back into something beautiful

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if you could sense when I was
hurting
where were you when I was
broken?
one night, crying over you,
on the floor
unable to choke out anything but your name
wishing you could hear me
and let me know you're still here

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I made a choice that night
as I tried to pick up the pieces
I started... to give up
on you, on us

even on this friendship
as much as I don't want to

and as I pieced myself back together
a part of my heart... shattered
so much
that I haven't been able to find it since