but what does it mean?
does it mean the same thing to me
that it does to him?does it hurt?
i want the meaning to be something
different
but at the back of my mind,
i know it couldn'tbut does it?
does it mean anything to him?
or is it just a joke
is this the reality i want to live?
because maybe it isn't...
or wasn't supposed to bebut does it?
after this,
i'm not the person i thought i was
do i even know who i want to be?
or should i just go back
to the way things used to be?
forget how much i changedmaybe it'll take away the pain.
—
Life is sad and boys are so fucking complicated.
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PoetryWARNING: May contain triggering material. Read at your own risk. A collection of poems based on life, love and heartbreak. Also, a huge thanks to Via (@bookworm_2726) for designing my new book cover!! Credits: @TheBookworm1237 for the inspiration t...