Random K-pop One Shots {Hiatus}

KARD J.Seph- Maria

Another lyric based oneshot. I am feeling mad inspired right now fiuowafi also, I love Hwasa's songs kndvssd, oh and for this oneshot I'll just be using J.Seph's stage name. 

JSeph stood on the weight scale. He let a sigh out. It wasn't what he wanted. 

I guess I have to diet again, he scolded himself. He left the bathroom. JSeph didn't want to do anything. He wasn't hungry or anything. He just wanted to lay down on the bed.

I'm lonely, what do I do?
I've even swallowed the hatred

Lately he has been getting hate. JSeph ignored it at first, but after a while, it come back to him and the thoughts would linger in his mind.

What is so disgusting for you?
Just go on your way

He just wanted it to stop. His members are doing their best , but he just didn't want to bother them anymore. JSeph didn't want to bother you either. He felt so empty.

Why is everyone doing this,
making me sad?

JSeph curled up on his bed.

Somin invited you to the dorm. She was getting worried for JSeph and she felt like you could reach out to him and help him. 

You knocked on the door. "I'm coming in ok?" You entered. You saw him on his bed, his back facing you. 

I'm saying this for you

You sadly smiled and walked over to the bed and sat by the corner, rubbing his back. "I know that you're not ok right now... and I know that your members already said this, and that you're trying your best to, but you're strong, and that you can make it."

It's a shining night
Don't torment yourself

JSeph turned around and looked at you. "Can you stay with me?"

You nodded, "of course. I won't leave you."

Oh Maria, these words are for you
Why are you struggling?
You're already beautiful

You joined him on the bed. You wrapped your arms around him, and he did too. Your legs tangled together.

(Yeah) You're beautiful, Maria 

You felt his heart slow down. You looked up and saw his eyes closed. You reached out and played with his hair.

"I think you're beautiful," you whispered. "Don't ever change yourself." You wrapped your free arm around him again. You didn't know, but he was still awake, and his heart pounded.

JSeph woke up and found an empty bed. He felt a bit sad that you were gone. He heard the door open. He looked up and saw you. JSeph teared up for a bit. He quickly got out of bed and ran up to you.

No frame, no fake
Throbbing headache 

"I thought you left," he hugged you tightly.

You hugged him back. "I won't leave you when you need me. Sorry if I scared you. I just made some food for you."

I'll change crisis to opportunity 

You break the hug, "you should eat. Matthew told me you didn't eat at all yesterday."

"I'm not... really hungry," he shows a lopsided smile, scratching his nape.

You grabbed his hand. "At least take a bite then. I'll eat with you."

You managed to get him to eat a bit. And you guys were now on the couch, watching a movie. JSeph felt his phone vibrate. He looked at it. Someone had tagged him on twitter sending him hate. He started to feel numb to it.

I even swallowed the hatred

You looked at him and saw him staring at the phone. 

You softly took the phone out of his hand, "don't look at it, I don't want you to get hurt." You turned the phone on silent and turned the phone off. "Come here." You let him rest his head on you lap and you played with his hair.

I have no strength to get mad
No reason either

JSeph wanted his phone back, but he was too tired to argue back. But he felt it comforting when you were playing with his hair. You looked down at him and smiled.

So don't taint your heart
It's too early to be corrupt

He didn't deserve it. He didn't deserve any of the hate. You wanted to help him, and to help heal him. The fans are trying to help too.

I'm saying this to you
It's a shining night
Don't torment yourself

JSeph closed his eyes. You were sad for him. He was fighting a war within himself, and you didn't know how to help.

(yeah) You're beautiful Maria 

You wanted to help him.

This is for you
It's a shining night
Don't torture yourself

You looked at his facial features and let the back of your hand run down his cheek and jaw.

Why are you struggling?
You're already beautiful

He sat up and looked at you. You couldn't read his face.

You smiled and reach your hand out to hold his cheek. "You're beautiful, just the way you are." Tears flowed out of his eyes. He grabbed your hand that held his cheek, and brought you into a hug. You hugged him back.

"Thank you," he whispered.

Hiya, I hoped you enjoyed it. I wanted to make this oneshot based on the artist, because just like any other person, they have insecurities too. They're people too, they have feelings, and for people who work hard like them, don't deserve hate. I also wanted to make this because I see a lot for Y/N, and decided to make one for the artist too since they too, are struggling.