KARD BM- The Influence

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The air was hot and stuffy. But you continued dancing. It was a good get away from reality. You already had a couple of drinks, so why not dance as well? But of course, you got tired for a while and needed to leave the dancing crowd. That was until your back hit a hard chest and hands went onto your shoulders.

"You should be careful little girl,"(or guy/boy jxnxnxmx idk your genders jdjd sorry XD) the deep voice says whispering into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. "Need help getting out of the crowd?" You softly nod. Not wanting to see who it was. He chuckled. "Cute." He held an arm around you as you walked out of the crowd.

"Thanks," you lowly said, as you began to order another drink. You still hadn't made eye contact with him.

"Don't drink to much," he says. "You don't want to get hurt."

"I'll be fine," you responded, "I know my limits." He nods. Despite sounding cold, you find his voice a bit soothing. You chugged your drink and you began to feel light. Your cheeks had a light pink/reddish hue to them. You clenched your drink as things blurred on and off.

"Hey you ok?" he asks rubbing your back.

You let you free hand to rub your forehead. "I'll be fine... I just need fresh air."

He grabs your hand. "Let me help you." You nod and he helps you up and the both of you leave the club.

"What's your name by the way?" you mumble.

"Matthew," he answers. "But my friends call me BM." Of course, you didn't know that you both had already met. And it sadden him that you didn't remember. But how could you? You had lost your memory long ago.

"BM," you giggled. "That kinda sounds familiar." He smiled. Matthew was glad that you were slowly getting your memories back. But he blamed himself for that day.

*That day*

You guys were close friends. Close enough to confuse others that you were dating. But one night, you guys went to the bar to drink. But despite Matthew saying he was ok, he had drank a bit too much that his sides began to hurt. You were drunk, but still sober enough to see something was wrong. So you told him to stop, and you both left. Matthew protested that he should drive, but seeing that he was in pain, you didn't let him, but he insisted. You knew there was no point in arguing, so you made him sit in the passenger seat, and you drove. But the pain in his chest grew. And you tried to pull over but there happened to be another drunk driver and the car swerved over to you and you froze in fear. Matthew grabbed the wheel and pulled it, making your car swerve off the bridge and into the water. You hit your head and you blacked out.

Matthew began to lose sight but he couldn't. Not for you. He wanted you to make it. Water was already filling both your lungs. Even though he was in pain, he began to take off both seatbelts and broke a window. He grabbed you and did his best to swim out. A person saw the both of you. He carried you and saw the person.

"Please... help us," he pleads. "My friend need to go to the hospital. She's badly hurt. Ughh!" He winced in pain and feel to his knees. The person freaked out and called the ambulance before Matthew passed out.

Next thing he knew, he woke up in the hospital with stitches on his side. He widen his eyes. Were you? He looked around, but a nurse was there.

"Oh, you're awake!" he says.

"Y/N?" Matthew says. "Where is Y/N?"

"Please, you've been out for a week," the nurse says.

"But what about Y/N?" Matthew pleads.

His eyes sadden. "She still hasn't woken up."

"But where is she?" Matthew repeats.

"She's in the room next to you," he answers. Matthew gets up. "Sir, you can't get up, you still need to rest."

"But I want to see her," he pleads. In spite of all his consistent-ness, they couldn't let him.

After some healing, he was able to see you, but he didn't know that he had cut your leg when trying to get you out. And when you had hit your head, it was hard enough to wipe your memory. Matthew had blamed himself for the incident. If he didn't grab the wheel... maybe you would've been ok.

He was sitting in front of your sleeping body.

"I'm sorry," he teared up. "It's my fault the crashed happened. If only we didn't go out..."

It was your birthday that night you guys went out.

When you had woken up, you were scared to see him there. You told him to leave, and so he did. He was afraid to talk to you that day forward.

*Present*

You stopped walking, making him confused. "Matthew have I seen you before? Like, I have this repeating dream, where I'm drowning in a car. But sometimes, I see a guy in there. And now that I met you, you look awfully alike like him." His eyes teared up and he hugged you.

"I'm sorry we went out that nigh," he cried. "I can't bear the thought of losing you. I love you Y/N."

You were stunned. Even though you had just met him, you felt like you had known him forever.

"It's my fault your memories are gone," he hugged you. You embraced his hug and clenched on his shirt.

"It's ok," you whispered. "I'm slowly regaining my memories." He still held you tightly in his arms.

He looked down at you. "Can I kiss you?"

Your mind slowly sobered up and you nodded.

Your lips had connected. Both of you could taste each other's liquor. Matthew kissed you softly, afraid he would break you. He softly held your jaw, asking for entrance. You tiptoed and held his shoulders. He began to kiss you more passionately. Suddenly, as if it were like an anime or kdrama, all your memories began flowing in again. You parted your lips from his. Mathew looks at you confused.

"I think, I think I remember..." you whispered. "It was my birthday wasn't it? And then the bright car lights... and you grabbed the wheel right?" He nods. You cried clinging onto him. "Thank you. The doctor didn't tell you, but if you didn't grab the wheel, we probably both been gone."

He cried harder. So he thought to himself, it wasn't my fault then... "Y/N..." you look up at him. "Can I make you mine tonight?" And you softly nodded.

Hello... I haven't been writing much because of writers block :/ And because of that, I really struggled with writing this story. It took me about 4 tries to write this. I did a lot of rewriting. I might take a small break again until I come up with another thing to write about. Also let me know if I accidentally wrote in first person because I'm a bit tired and lazy to check at the moment jdjfjfj

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