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I was smiling like a fool in the middle of the night as I ate a cookie on the porch. I know it is late but my hunger overpowered my sleepiness. 

My sight pins on a moving silhouette. It looks like a girl coming here... I observe the girl curiously.

What would someone be doing out so late at night?  Even the hood is calm right now... my cutie must be sleeping by now.

"Coconut head!" The silhouette screams from afar.

Danielle...?

I stand up confused. I quickly finish the rest of my cookie as I walk towards her.

"Danielle? What are you doing here?" I ask confused as heck.

She stops in front of me. "You need to help her." I can't see her face because of the darkness but her voice expresses deep worry.

I frown. "What...?"

She forcefully grabs me by my shoulders. "It's Yun," she says with a shaky voice. "You are her boyfriend... you care about her right?!" 

I scoffed offended by her question. "Of course I do!" I say a bit angry.

"Good! Then you need to know it..." she mutters. "She's eating right now... or at least trying."

I blink multiple times confused. "What...?"

"She has eating problems... disorder? I don't know what it is, we don't know... all I know is that she needs someone by her side RIGHT NOW and I can't be the one... it needs to be you."

I open my mouth to talk but I close it again. Eating problems...?  What does that mean...?

Danielle slightly slaps my cheeks; hard enough for me to feel it but not to make my cheek hurt.

"Just go! You'll see.... but be ready."

I don't think about it twice. If she needs someone, I'll be there for her.

I run to her house not knowing what to expect. All I know is that I'm worried as heck.

I take a deep breath to calm myself down once I was in front of her house. I knocked on the door with my right hand while my left hand was holding tightly onto my shirt.

The door slightly opened; Yun's face peaked through the little crack.

She didn't look good...

I closed the door after I was inside. The house was completely dark... just the numbers of a digital clock were visible.

I cupped her face. "Is everything alright?" I ask worriedly.

"I..." she buries her hides her face on my chest. She takes a deep breath to feel my scent. "I don't feel good..." her hands form into fists while she holds on to my hoodie.

I pull her closer to me. The smell of curry feels my nose; it smells good. "What's wrong? Why is it so dark in here?" I ask her softly.

"It's night time already... I prefer the darkness so..."

I chuckled. "Vampy." 

After a couple of minutes of just hugging each other, she jumped into my arms wrapping her legs around my waist. She buried her nose in the crook of my neck. Her hair's scent filled my nose relaxing me. 

Everything felt alright with her in my arms as I feel her warmth... but I know something is wrong.

"Babe, what's wrong?" I ask worriedly. Her grip around me tightened. I sighed... I know I have to push things. "Why don't you eat?" 

She softly gasped. She started to shake in my arms making me worried about her falling. 

I sat down on the nearest chair so nothing bad would happen. My heart pained me as I heard her softly sob. I started to comb her hair as she let all her pain out. 

"I-I can't," she said with a shaky voice.

I couldn't understand why, all I knew is that this was serious.

She took a deep breath before she got out of her hiding. She rested her forehead over mine.

"I-I don't know what's wrong w-with me..." I looked at her in the darkness even though I could only see her silhouette in front of me. "E-every time I try to eat it is just... pure torture."

I wipe her tears off her chubby cheeks before I kiss them. "I'm here with you," I whisper over her sweet lips.

She shakes her head. "It's not pretty to see me or even hear me eat Koo..."

I sigh. "I don't care Yun. I'm here with you. You don't have to bear things alone you know? I'm staying here with you and I'm not leaving until you eat at least a bit."

I know her parents work overnight so I'm not worried.

She takes a deep breath before she gets off me. She walks towards the table and sits down. I'm not surprised by how smoothly she did all of that in the darkness.

I walk slowly to not trip; I sit down next to her. I take her right hand that is free as her left hand is holding the fork. Her hands are shaking as she's nervous but I squeeze her hand to reassure her.

She starts to eat slowly. I notice all the trouble she's having already.

It is weird... as if her body completely rejected the food.

She covers her mouth as she reached.

The sound didn't disgust me, it just made me worry about her.

Could this be stress? or something worse... I know she must be going through a lot...

"Take a deep breath," I softly say to her.

She does so. After she has calm down, she starts to eat a bit more.

We continue like that until she's done.

I smile even though my eyes are teary. This is when I'm thankful we are in almost complete darkness with the only light coming through the curtains in front of us.

I'm so worried...

This problem made her faint already... I don't want this to get worse. I don't know what I can do to help her other than just being with her to support her and push her to eat.

I hope things get better soon...