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People have started to go inside the ICU to go see grandma... mom and I are next.

I don't know how to feel about all this. Don't get me wrong, I am sad but not as sad as I should be...?  I don't know how to describe it.

I never spent time with my grandma and the fact that she is dying doesn't make her the best grandma in the world... she was actually terrible as grandma and not that good of a person...

I take a deep breath once my uncles get out of the room wiping their tears.

Jungkook squeezes my hand before I leave. I walk to the room holding mom's hands.

We disinfect our hands before we go inside her room.

Mom goes in first. I take another big breath as I don't know what should I expect.    

When I enter the room, I see multiple devices connected to my grandma. She's conscious nonetheless. 

I sit on the chair close to her bed while mom directly goes to hug her as she cries.

"Mother... if you die now it's okay. I forgive you for everything..."

My grandma was softly nodding with her head as mom repeated that she forgives her...

After a minute, mom finally leaves her. She turns to look at me.

"Aren't you going to say anything?" She asks softly as she wipes her tears.

What am I suppose to tell her? I have never talked to her... all our previous interactions have been very short.

I stand up to grab her hand while I search for things to tell her.

Even if I didn't know her very well, I shared many moments with her like family reunions...

She is my grandma after all...

I smiled sadly. She returned the smile as we looked at each other.

"I love you," she said ever so softly taking me by surprise. Her eyes were telling me that she meant it.

"I love you too, grammy."

I hugged her before we got out of the room. 

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It was already nighttime... 

We were about to go back home but before that, we were going to eat.

Both of my parents had agreed that I could break my diet for once so we could go eat at a Mexican restaurant with two of my uncles and their couples.

Jungkook silently didn't agree with the idea but after I looked at him with sad puppy eyes, he agreed.

Grandma was doing fine, her state was a bit better but we were more worried for her than before because the hospital wanted to take grandma to a bigger hospital because there, she could be treated with better equipment.

I followed my uncle the entire ride. I thought I was the crazy driver but he's worse than I am. Even Jungkook was amused by it.

"It's a family thing, I guess," he joked.

"Just on her mother's side," dad said while mom death-glared at him.

As soon as I was out of the car, the Mexican music filled my ears. My eyes widened as I recognized the place.

We all went in.

"Hello! Welcome-" She stopped talking as soon as she saw me. "Yun!?" 

"María!"

Yoongi's girlfriend.

"Oh. ¿La conoces María?" Her father asked as he peak through the door of the kitchen.

I don't know what he said.

"¡Sí! ¡Ella es mi amiga! La que conocí en el hospital. ¿Te acuerdas?"

"Ah! So you have eczema just like my princess, Yun?" He spoke with a heavy Spanish accent.

"Yes..."

"I can make whatever food you want with gluten-free flour, and I'll give you guys fifty percent off!"

All of our eyes widened as he mentioned the discount. 

My uncle was going to be the one paying for all... I guess I made things easier for him.

María smiles happily. "Let's go! I have a table ready for a big group like you guys."

I laugh quietly at the end of the line. Jungkook turns to look at me smiling.

"So Yoongi's girlfriend also has eczema?" He asks curiously.

"Yes. That's how we met." He chuckled.

It is weird to be with family AND Jungkook, but I like it. I hope this happens again.

My family has accepted him without problems. Even dad, he hasn't been throwing death stares at him every five seconds since a couple of hours ago.

Every time ALL my family is under the same roof, things get out of control. Even at the hospital, our past beef was been brought out so many times that I just wanted to get out of there.

There was one of my uncles missing the entire time. He leaves in Idaho which is pretty far away from here. People say that he's coming tomorrow at noon.

I'm scared... I don't like him at all. He is the worse out of all my family. He made our family split into two groups... the ones that supported him and the ones that supported my mom.

This is not going to be good...