Rainbow Series 3: YELLOW (ON-GOING)

YELLOW 2

I froze when I met his cold eyes, his stares sent shivers down my spine. I cannot move or even blink not until someone held my arm. Tiningnan ko lang si Francine na may bakas ng pag-aalala sa mukha niya at ganoon din si Kuya Red. 

"Are you okay?" tanong ni Francine, putol-putol na tango lang ang isinagot ko sa kanya. She looks worried about me, ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa lalaking nasa harap and this time, he's not looking here. 

May hawak na siyang mic habang inaayos ang belt ng pantalon niya. He look so hot with his red polo tucked in his pants, tsaka ko lang napansin na nagpahaba na pala siya ng buhok. Hinahangin na ang buhok niya kaya mas lalo siyang naging gwapo. 

"I love you, Viel!" lumipad ang tingin ko sa mga babaeng isinisigaw ang pangalan niya. I love him too. 

"I love you too," tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso ko nang marinig ko siyang magsalita, malawak ang ngiti nito sa mga kababaihan na nanonood.

I love you more, Viel Louise...

"Good day to all, we are No Second Chances," sabi niya at sinuklay niya ang buhok niya pataas that's why I can't help myself to smile, I missed him doing that. Very Viel Louise Portem.

"We're just gonna practice but yeah, wala kaming magagawa kung nariyan na kayo eh," nakisabay din ako sa tawanan dahil sa sinabi niya. This is his dream---our dream, makita ko siyang tumugtog sa harap ng ibang tao kahit marami man o hindi.

My Yellow loves music more than anyone else. I'm happy to see where is he now, more people know him and appreciates him. My absence doesn't affect his plans after all, I'm relieved that he's doing okay without me but yeah... it hurts.

"Uh one---" tinapos ng drumsticks ang bilang na yon hudyat na magsisimula na sila, umingay din naman ang mga tao nang marinig na ang kakantahin nila. 

And I'm up down spinning around
I'm high and dry and kicked to the ground
I'm lost and I'll never be found
My lips were much too shy
The lines about you they never rhymed
And you said I'd never get things right
(I never said it was the best thing for you)

My system completely stopped when I hear his singing voice after two years. I really miss his voice, iba yung dating. It's feels like he's serenading you while telling you not to fall for him but I did. Ilang taon man akong mawala, ilang taon man kaming hindi nagkita, hulog na hulog pa rin ako. 

And baby where'd you go
I need you here tonight

I bit my lower lip because of the lyrics. I'm already here, babe...

Singing myself to sleep
And you're still my favorite melody
It's been two years
How long can this go on
Singing myself to sleep
And you're haunting every memory
Goodbye, get out, of my life
Goodnight

I can't help my tears coming out because of what's next. I know this song, the lyrics should be 'It's been three weeks' but he replaced it with two years. Why are you like that huh? are you that mad to make me get out of your life?