Song:
Outta My Head by SOMI
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My heart fluttered, pulse quickening. But why did that reaction happen? Was I scared?
"I'm at Rosie Roo's house," Felix babbled. I winced at his words, my ears turned to the hallway as I stood by my bedroom door to listen in.
"Are you all there?"
Chan was on loud speaker and I could hear him more clearly than I could hear Felix. However, his words seemed to slur like Lix's still.
"Yep," Felix childishly popped the 'p', "Jinnie, Han, Minho and I are all here with Rosie Roo."
Okay, that name was getting really annoying now.
"Minho's there?" Chan questioned, an anger lacing his voice.
"He's asleep!" Felix dragged out, "Rose is in her room right now."
There was a silence before Chan spoke again.
"Do you think I've been too harsh?"
Felix groaned, "That's exactly what Minho and I have been fighting with you about for the past two days!"
"No, I mean to Rose," Chan slurred again. My heart fluttered as he spoke my name and I felt like slapping myself, "She must hate me."
"Yeah, probably, man," Lix deadpanned, "You've been a massive dick to her."
"I know. It's making me feel so awful inside."
A moment passed before Felix spoke again, "She's like my sister, Chris. That's why I've been so pissed off with you. You treating her badly is like treating me badly."
Another moment before Chan replied.
"She's the girl that lived with you and your family, isn't she?"
The words hit my chest. It felt degrading, like I was a leech on Felix and his family. I didn't realise Lix told Chan that much about me, but now that I had found out, I wish he didn't. I felt so exposed. How much of the story did he tell Chan?
"Wow, the penny has dropped, Chris," Felix grumbled.
"I-I'm sorry," Chan sounded less intoxicated now. Maybe the realisation sobered him up.
"Yep. You've been nothing but as ass to her," Felix sighed, his voice sounding more sleepy now.
"Do you think she'll forgive me?"
Probably not.
"I don't know, man. She can hold a grudge for a long time."
"I've really been a fuck up, huh?"
"Aish, you're so emotional when you're wasted."
Felix was right. The hardened Chan I knew seemed to have completely disappeared. His voice was now softer and calmer, aside from the slurring and depressed whining.
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Weak || Bang Chan
Fanfiction...This feeling that over my chest spread like wild fire over my body and raged just as powerfully. It were as if my skin and heart were set alight. Why did Chan have to have this stupid affect on me? I didn't fancy him, surely? I was in love with M...
