** will be mature themes ** This is a book about Jaden Hossler. You live in Rhode Island, until your father kicks you out. Why? Because he's an alcoholic. The only family you have if your brother. You and your brother are very close. The distance is...
"Holy shit." I turn to see Josh standing behind us. "You and Jaden are actually a thing?" I look at Mads. "I won't tell anyone, just tell me." I nod, "We aren't a thing but we like each other and kiss and stuff. We aren't official though." Josh starts jumping up and down and running on the sidewalk "YESS" he says and stops in front- of the house, panting. I laugh. "Josh knows?" I look behind me to see Jaden. "Yeah, he heard me and Mads talking about it. We have to be more careful." He nods and sits next to me. "When can we tell Bryce?" "Tell Bryce what?" I hear Bryces voice and turn. I put my hand over Jadens mouth so he doesn't say anything stupid. "Nothing." He looks at me confused, "What are ya'll like fucking" He says joking. "Ew, gross. Don't say it like that. And no." He looks at me seriously, "Oh my gosh, you guys def are." I shake my head, "No, Bryce." He shrugs, "Well I don't believe you. What else couldn't you tell me?" I sigh, "We're having a party tonight." Mads looks at me with her eyes widened. "Siickkk, can't wait" He goes inside. Jaden kisses my hand, "Oh, sorry." I take my hand off his mouth. "You don't trust me?" I shake my head, "No, I don't trust you around Bryce with all of this." He looks away from me. "And I want to be the only one telling him stuff so if I mess up and tell him, I will feel the guilt and you won't." He smiles and kisses my cheek. "Okay, cute. But we now have to plan a party for tonight." I nod at mads, "I am sorry but I didn't know what else to say." She nods, "No, It's okay. I would've said that too. Just not for tonight." Josh clears his throat, "Can we just be thankful Bryce is stupid? Like why would we have a suprise party but then tell him, you know?" I nod, laughing.
"Okay, I just finished texting everyone. Come pick out another dress." I pick out this dress.
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"YOU LOOK SO GOOD!! CAN I CURL YOUR HAIR?" I smile and nod at Mads.
"Music started just in time." She smiles and turns off the curling iron. "You look so good." I smile, "Thank you, so do you. Now let's get down there before everyone has their attention on us." She laughs, "Last time I glammed you up this much was the night I told you Jaden liked you. And you were so convinced he hated you." I smile and roll my eyes, "Alright. Let's go" I laugh and we walk out the room. "Y/n! You look so good." I could kill josh for saying that because now everyone's looking at me again. He gets closer to me and hugs you. "Jaden will fuck you so hard as soon as he sees yo-" Nessa comes up and covers his mouth. "Sorry. He smoked and drank. A lot." She walks away with him and I think about what he said. "Is that true?" I look at Mads. "No, Josh is crossfaded. Now go get Jaden!" She pushes me into him and she runs like she didn't do it. "Hi" I smile. He looks so fucking hot. He wearing a black button-up with black pants and the button-up isn't buttoned up all the way. "Jaden?" I ask and he closes his eyes and shakes his head. "Yeah, sorry. Hey. You look... amazing.." I smile and kiss his cheek. "I will be right back." I run over to Mads. I sit down on the couch next to her "What the hell?" She asks me. "I am scared, I am not ready to." She shakes her head, "He's not going to have sex with you in front of everyone as soon as he sees you as Josh said." I laugh, "No, for tonight. Obviously he won't do it in front of everyone." She shrugs. "He won't, y/n. He will wait for you." I smile and nod. Jaden's new song he just released plays, "Pray." I feel the couch sink next to me and look next to me. Jaden. "I am going to go get a drink" Mads pats my shoulder and walks away. "Hi" I smile. "Gonna run to Mads again?" I laugh and sit back on the couch. "No, we were talking about something... important and she pushed me into you and ran and I needed to finish the conversation." He nods, "I hope I didn't interrupt it again." He scoots closer to me and puts his hand on my tigh and rubs his thumb in circles. I look at his hand and close my eyes and look at him. I smile, "You didn't." He smiles, "Come here." He stands up and holds his hand out. I smile and place my hand in his and he moves us through the crowd of people.
"What are we doing in here?" I ask as he closes his bedroom door and locks it. "Did you drink? Do any drugs?" I shake my head no. "Good." I look at him confused. "Why?" he walks up to me "I didn't want to kiss you if you did. I don't want your drunk consent, I want your actual consent." I smile, "Jaden, You don't need my consent to kiss me." He smiles and kisses me. I jump up and wrap my legs around him. He lowers us on his bed and he runs his hand up and down the side of me. He kisses all over my neck and chest, just not leaving any hickeys. "Jaden." He looks up at me and I nod. "What?" He says confused. "You can" he shakes his head, "Are you sure?" I nod, "A hundred percent." He smiles, "Do I really look that good tonight?" I laugh. "No, but seriously, did you drink?" I shake my head, "Not one sip. I am serious, Jaden." He smiles and grabs a condom from he night stand drawer. "Are you sure." I smile, "Yes." he nods. "Okay. If you want me to stop at anytime, please say so." I nod, "Okay, just go slow." he smiles. "I will." He rips the condom wrapper with his teeth. I don't look down because I don't want to scare myself into backing out. I look up at ceiling and he pulls my dress up and my underwear off. "Are you still sure?" I smile, "Yes, Jaden." I feel him enter me. He goes slow like I asked him. While he was going in and out he was kissing all over my body and gripping the sheets, which was so hot by the way. And his moaning and groaning, don't even get me started on how hot that was. We finished and I didn't regret a thing. "Okay, you should go pee now." I nod and walk into his bathroom. I finish washing my hands and I hear someone talking to Jaden. I put my ear up to the door. "How long has this been going on?" I try to make out whos voice it was but I couldn't "Two months." It's silent for a second. "Okay, I really don't care just don't hurt her. Was today your first time together?" I hear Jaden say yes. I would walk out to see who it is but now probably isn't the best time to. I could just ask when I get out the bathroom. "Do you love her, Jaden?" "I do." I smile. "Have you guys told each other?" "No, I want to but I don't know if she loves me back. And I am waiting for the right time." I start to blush. "Okay, well, I'll tell mads since she knows to ask y/n if she loves you. If she does then plan a date with her and tell her then." "Thank you." The man he was talking to opened the door. "Just... please, don't hurt her." AND THEN I HEAR JADEN SAY "I won't. I want to marry this girl." I was screaming inside. I was jumping up and down in the bathroom and then I hear: "Aye we can be brother-in-laws!" I hear them highfive or dap each other up or something. My jaw drops. He was talking to Bryce? Bryce knows. Holy fuck. Wait but he was okay with it. I walk out the bathroom when I know Bryce left. "Who was that?" I ask as I lay back on Jadens bed. "You heard that." I shake my head. "No, I didn't hear anything over the music. I just know you were talking to someone." He nods and lays next to me. "Bryce knows about us." I try to act suprised, "What?" he nods. "Yeah, he doesn't care though. At all." I smile and face him and play with the buttons on his shirt. "Good." He smiles "You okay? Regretting anything?" I smile "Yes I am okay, No I am not regretting anything." He smiles, "Good." He stands up and locks the door. "Here" He throws me one of his shirts. "I am going to go to the bathroom and get changed. You can get changed." I smile at him as he walks in the bathroom. I get changed into his shirt. I didn't really care about no pants or shorts around him anymore because, well... yeah. He comes out and lays down. I lay my head on his shirtless chest and I run my fingertips all over his stomach and tracing his ab outline. He starts playing with my hair which helps me fall asleep quickly.
