My Rockstar

Truth or Dare Drinking Edition

When I took a while to get home and stopped at stores and parks to past the time. When I got home everyone was asleep and I decided to sleep in my bed, alone. I wake up and the house is completely silent. I get up and walk into the living room and I lay on the couch and go on tik tok for a while. I walk into the kitchen for a drink and as I open the fridge Jaden hugs me from behind and kisses my cheek, "Hi," he replies and I turn around and hug him. "I am sorry I didn't sleep with you last night." He shrugs and I smile, "How'd you sleep?" I ask and he sits on the counter. "Terrible. I only got under 3 hours of sleep." I make a pouting face, "I'm sorry baby." He shakes his head, "No, don't worry about it. I knew you came home but you never came to my room so I assumed you wanted to be alone so I let you be." I nod, "Yeah... it was very stressful." He kisses my forehead, "So, what happened?" I groan, "It was going okay, then it was great, and then it was a trainwreck." He widens his eyes and I explain everything. "Why would he need Mads in his ear?" I shrug, "I have no idea. I mean, I would say so he doesn't say the wrong thing... but there was no wring answers." Jaden nods, "Maybe to see if you say anything about her or her relationship." I roll my eyes. "oh, Mads? That's interesting. How'd it go?" I turn to Avani and Anthony walking in the kitchen. I smile and hug them both, "Wait? Mads what?" Jaden asks as he takes the words right out of my mouth. "Well, you went to lunch with Griffin I saw on Fix, and then like a few minutes later they posted Griff and Mads, I just assumed she was with you guys." I shake my head at Anthony and Avani as she unlocks her phone and shows me the video. "She was in the car watching you guys while in Griff's ear? That's obsessed." Jaden says and I nod and fill Avani and Anthony in because they looked confused. "Maybe she isn't obsessed, maybe she just misses you but respects you don't want her around until she fixes herself." I nod at Avani, "That could be true." She smiles and grabs a drink. "I know you hate hearing this but I am sorry you lost Mads because of a disgusting relationship shes in." I laugh at Anthony and smile at him, "It's okay, it isn't my loss, it's hers." Avani looks at me, "Oh, period! That's the attitude I love on you!" I laugh as we all just continue the conversation for a long time.

I filled everyone in the house in on everything that happened last night as we're all in the living room playing truth or dare. The way we play is different, If we pass on a truth or dare, we have to take a shot. Because, you know, It has to be 'Sways Way.' "y/n, truth, or dare?" Jaden asks me and I turn to him. "Truth I guess," He smiles and nods. "Okay, have you ever found a Sway Boy attractive?" I nod, "besides you, yes. But before we even talked. Promise." I smile and he shrugs. A few more rounds go by and Josh looks at me, "Y/n, truth or dare?" I groan because I've been asked so many times. "Dare," he smiles, "I dare you to make out with Jaden right now, I'll set a timer for 2 minutes." I pour a shot and drink it. A few more questions go by and Jaden has been looking like something was bothering him. "Uhm, truth, or dare?" Jaden asks turning to me. "Dare." he shakes his head, "Wrong," I look at him confused. "Uhm, okay... truth." I say and he nods, "Good, why did you take a shot instead of kissing me." I sigh, "You know I don't like PDA, baby." He nods, "2 minutes isn't that bad." I raise my eyebrows, "For me it is. I'm good with... cuddling and hugging and cheek kissing and even pecking each other's lips but full-on making out in front of others isn't my thing. Why aren't you respecting that, baby?" I ask genuinely curious. "You couldn't have done it? You know it's fine. Continue the game, Y/n." I look at him and everyone has been silent. "y/n?" I ask as I sigh. He only really calls me by my real name in these situations if he's pissed. "Jaden, you can't be serious." He looks at me, unbothered. I stand up and take a deep breath. "We'll be right back. I was going to ask Avani a question so she can just ask one." I take a hand full of Jaden's hair and pull him up lightly because I know if I just took his hand he wouldn't have budged.

"What is your deal tonight?" I ask closing his door and standing in front of him. "Nothing," He replies dryly. "Fine," I say as I lay down on his bed on my phone. "What are you doing?" He asks. "Waiting for your response." He sits down at the end of the bed. A few minutes of silence go by. "Jaden, I won't be upset with your answer, no matter what. I'll be way more upset if you are lying and don't tell me then I would be if you just told me the truth." I say sitting up. "What if I was on non-prescribed pills again?" I raise my eyebrows. "I'm not," he says looking at me panicking because he knew I would worry. "But if I was would you be upset." I shake my head, "No, babe, I would help you." He nods. "So, what is it?" I ask and he looks away from me. "It's a little thing but I'm being dramatic because I was drinking." I nod, "Okay so what is it?" He looks at me, "I am in... a mood." I laugh, "Yeah, I can tell." He shakes his head, "No not in a bad mood." I look at him confused and moves on top of me as he holds himself over me with his hands. "I just wanted a kiss from you because of this certain mood I am in and you rejected it." He runs his hand up my body and wraps his hand around my throat lightly. "You'll help me right? Pay for rejecting me?" I bite my lip and look at him. "We both drank, I'll help you tomorrow. Whatever you want." He groans, "Please baby." he starts to kiss my neck. "Jaden..." I struggle to get my words out knowing I don't want to stop, "You have to stop. You hate kissing me when I am drunk because you want my full consent. I know you'll beat yourself up for this tomorrow morning. I'd rather," he interrupts me, "Get railed right now then tomorrow?" I shake my head, smiling. "No," I laugh. "I'd rather do the opposite. Okay?" He shakes his head touching me. "Stop, I didn't give my consent." I turn my head to the left, not looking at him. "Don't make me lock myself in my room so I am away from you." I sigh, knowing I wouldn't but I just know he wouldn't like it if we did things when he finds out tomorrow morning. He gets off of me and lays next to me on his back. "I'm going to get water, do you want anything?" He shakes his head and I get out of bed and walk past everyone and go into the kitchen. 

"Hi," Jaden says wrapping his hands around my waist and kissing my neck. "Stop," I giggle. He touches me while his hands are still around my waist and he's kissing me. "Jaden, I said stop," I say a little more seriously. "Sorry..." I say and he walks away into the room. "Are you okay?" Josh asks walking into the kitchen. "Oh, yeah I just... Jaden has this thing where he doesn't even want to touch me if I'm drunk because he wants my full consent but he's all over me and I don't mind but we both drank and I know if we do anything he'll beat himself up tomorrow for it." Josh nods, "He'll get over it, do your thing." I walk past him, "I'm good," I yell back at him. 

I walk in the room to see Jaden on his back laying down as he's staring at the ceiling."Stop looking so upset," I say smiling as I place my water down on the nightstand table after I take a sip. I sit on his waist and he isn't looking at me, "Baby, I'm sorry." He shrugs, "Shouldn't be. You're right." I smile and peck his lips with mine, he grabs my shirt a little and brings me back down, and kisses me more passionately. "Sorry..." He says again as he stops the kiss. "It's okay." He turns his head, "No, you didn't give consent. You were right earlier." I smile, "Just kisses." I say and he looks at me smiling as he pulls me back in by my shirt.