** will be mature themes ** This is a book about Jaden Hossler. You live in Rhode Island, until your father kicks you out. Why? Because he's an alcoholic. The only family you have if your brother. You and your brother are very close. The distance is...
It's been a week since I started staying at The Hype House. I already want to go back to sway but I still have like 3 weeks though. Don't get me wrong. I love every single person there, but it's not like sway. It's boring here. At sway everyone's yelling, joking around, making videos and tik toks, they wanna go out and do fun stuff, it does get annoying but I miss it. Here it's chill and quiet and no one really bothers anyone that much. Everyone just leaves during the day. Everyone is out besides Nick and Ryland. Oh, and Taylor just got home from hanging out with Chase and Charli. They went somewhere else though. He's been avoiding me ever since I started staying here. I miss the boys so I look through my memories and photos of being at Sway. I laugh and cry a lot.
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@OfficalY/n_ sway way forever. <3
@joshrichards miss you so much <3
@brycehall the house stinks less without you, btw
@OfficalY/n_ shut up
@0ff1calY/n_ wait what happened?!?!
@lopez_tony be glad I'm not in the state for a while. I'd bother you all the time :)
@jadenhossler No, you wouldn't bother her. You'd be harassing her at this point. Leave her alone.
@madslewis come back sooner >:(
@OfficalY/n_ idk if anyone wants me there anymore lol
@madslweis @OfficalY/n_ YOU DID NOT
@luvanthony We all miss you :(
@OfficalY/n_@luvanthony I miss you all too <3 and @madslewis call me ill tell you
@luvanthony wait I wanna know
@addisonraee the likes are popping off on this one bebe
@Y/n_Hall12 wait you moved out of sway??
@charlidamelio just a little longer, everything will work out !
@OfficalY/n_ I hope :(
@taylorholder stop avoiding me
@OfficalY/n_ I- you're avoiding me.
I look. up at my door opening and I see Ryland. "Mads is here," He says confused. Honestly, I was too. "Uh, okay..." I set down my phone and walk downstairs. "BABY!" she runs and hugs me and I hug her tight. "Tell me why you think no one wants you there, now. I can assure you they do." I smile and take her hand and walk out of the pool where no one was. "First, can I tell you they all talk about you constantly? So whatever your thinking, don't." I look at her, "Jaden does?" She shrugs. "I mean, he's in his room 24/7. He's for sure thinking about you." I sigh, "I feel like a terrible person for this." She nods, "Well, I know he is happy about your decision. Now, tell me." I shrug, "I don't know, I didn't mean as no one wants me there, I just meant Jaden but I didn't want to just say his name on insta like that." She sighs, "Y/n" I shrug and cut her off, "No. He hasn't talked to me ONCE, he liked my insta and commented under my post on Tony's comment, I just feel like he hates me." She shakes her head, "He can't hate you. He is SO in love with you. No matter how hard he tried to hate you, he couldn't. He's just upset. But if you walked through Sway doors right now, he would shower and eat and be so happy." I look at her confused. "Eat? He's not eating?" she stays quiet. "Tell me your joking, Mads." She shrugs, "Why didn't anyone tell me!" She looks away from me. "Because no one wanted you to come back right now, they all know you are doing the right thing." I groan, "I'm doing the right thing by starving my boyfriend?!" She stays quiet. "I should go." She stands up and walks away. "Mads... Mads! I call out to her but she keeps walking.
I go to call Jaden but Taylor comes out. "I haven't been avoiding you, you know." I laugh, "Yeah right." He sits down. "You look amazing." I look at him confused, "Just sweatpants and a tank top." He shrugs, "And? It looks great." I smile. "Thank you." He nods. "Would look better on my floor." I laugh and look at him, "Oh you're being serious." He nods. I clear my throat, "Well, it could work on someone else, but I'm still with Jaden." He moves hair behind my ear and I smell alcohol in his breath. "I know but Bryce told me why you moved here." I nod, "Yes. I understand where you would think we aren't together anymore, but we are still together." He shrugs, "C'mon, Y/n." He gets close and I back away, "What? You going to slap me as you did to Tony?" I shake my head, "No. You don't creep me out anywhere near the level he does. Plus he was sober. You're not." He nods, "I am not but I am speaking the truth. So, are you going to slap me?" I roll my eyes, "No. You don't deserve it as he did. But I will reject you a thousand times. And I am so sorry if that hurts but I am in love with Jaden." "Taylor." We both look at the door and see Charli and Chase standing there. He sighs, "I'll see you later." I shake my head, "No. You'll see me when you're sober." He groans as he stands up and walks away. "I'm sorry, he drank when we all went out to eat." I shrug at Chase, "No, it's okay." I walk over to them and Charli gives me a hug. "You go through so much shit and harassment and so much more for being an incredibly amazing human." I smile, "Thanks, Charli." She smiles and nods.
"Y/n?" I open my eyes and look over at my door. "You asleep?" I hear Mads whisper. "I was trying, but no. Not yet." I sit up and she turns on the lights. "What's up?" She sits in front of me. "I was just at sway, they think I'm asleep in Jadens bed, but I am not. Anyways" I look at her confused, "Wait... why Jadens?" She sighs, "Jadens been sleeping in your bed every night now so everyone was in there chilling since Jaden won't come out. Anyways, they would not stop talking about you! Like it's crazy how much they miss you. Especially Jaden." I smile. "Why did you come all the way here?" She shrugs, "I know I could've called but one, I missed you.. and two, I thought it would be better to apologize in person." I look at her confused, again. "I'm sorry for walking out like that earlier. It wasn't my place to." I shrug, "Don't stress it." she pulls me into a hug. "Can I uh, stay?" I nod and lift the covers for her. She gets comfy, "Call Jaden." I look at her like shes insane, "What?" She nods, "Do it. I know for a fact he'll love it. It might motivate him. I also know he's awake. Do it." I nod, "Okay, fine." She smiles and I grab my phone. I open his contact and hesitate for a second. I take a deep breath and I look up at Mads. She nods and I smile. I press 'call' and it rings. "Hey, It's Jaden. I'm probably with my girlfriend or the boys. Maybe I'm sleeping too." I groan. "Voicemail," I say as Mads looks at me. She shrugs, "We can just go to bed then." She gets up and turns the light off and lays down. "Good night Mads, I love you." I sigh. "Good night Y/n, I love you... too. I was going to say what you and Jaden say but I don't think that would be very smart." I laugh and fall asleep.
