Chase (ON-HOLD)

Chapter 6

Mabilis na lumipas ang mga araw,weekends na naman wala namang ibang ginawa nung weekdays maliban na lang sa mga plates na pinapatos.

Kasalukuyan akong naka upo sa lapag at inaayos ang mga gamit ko sa coffee table.

I need to finish this because I would do some new design for my clothing business.

While I'm preparing my things to start doing my plates,I suddenly remember that I have a blind date kuno next week.

Should I prepare for that? Do I need to go to salon or to have a facials?

Hindi ko naman siguro kailangan pang isipin yon.

Ok naman ang itsura ko,siguro magpapasalon na lang ako para sa buhok ko.

I want to dye my hair.

I started to do my plates na akala ko hindi ko agad matatapos,after my plates I sketch some designs for my new clothing collection.

Naalala kong di pa ako kumakain kaya nag ayos na ako dahil I decided to eat in the mall kasi mag papasalon din naman ako.

I already done fixing myself,I just wear a vintage polo that I made and a high waisted mom's jean and a simple black sandals.

After a couple of minutes nakaalis na ako sa condo and saglit lang din ang naging byahe ko papunta ng mall.

I decided to eat first because I'm starving already. After that meal,nagpunta na ako ng salon na lagi namin pinupuntahan nila Erin.

"Good afternoon ma'am!" staff greeted me as I enter the salon.

"Good afternoon,ahmm I want to dye my hair." nakaupo na ako at inaasikaso ng isang hairstylist.

"This our the colors ma'am." may inabot syang brochure where I can pick hair colors.

"I like this one and put some highlights na din." and I smiled at her.

"Noted ma'am."

"Thank you."

She started the treatment with my hair.

I'm really excited with the result because this is my first time dying my hair.

Dark brown ang natural hair color ko kaya pinili kong maglight so ang ikukulay sa buhok ko ay honey brown,lighter than my usual hair color.

Habang naghihintay ako na matapos yung pagkukulay sakin ay nagscroll muna ako sa phone ko then I posted an ig story.

Nagreply naman don si Erin at Clair.

Nagsosolo daw ako,well I just want to have 'me time'.

Natapos na yung pag dye ng buhok ko and the results are very nice.

Bagay sakin,they even curled my hair para daw magkaroon ng volume.

I take some selfies then posted it in my ig.

Madami agad nakapuna na blooming daw ako,they even commenting if I have a bf.

Naku! How I wish na meron,pero saka na,ayoko muna maranasan ulit yung sakit.

After pampering myself,umuwi na ako dahil gusto ko na magpahinga,sunday bukas kaya gusto ko makapagpahinga ng matagal.

Sa pag mumuni muni ko madami akong naalalang memories,yung tipong natatawa ako sa mga naaalala ko,tapos biglang malulungkot.

Every year of our life makes us as new or makes us change.

Well not everyone I guess,but for me,feeling ko ganon ako.

Dahil na din siguro nung time na I'm so devastated to the point akala ko hindi ko kakayanin,yeah right it's lame,yung reason na nakipag hiwalay ako sa lalaking niloko ako ay sobrang laking ginhawa pero at the same time masakit.

Ang babaw na dahilan non para sa iba,pero para sa akin medyo mabigat yon.

I improved myself.

I've already moved on,but the memories,it's really hard to forget.

People come and people go,everyone deserves better.

They chase for what they deserve.

Napatigil ako sa pag eemote ko ng biglang tumunog ang phone ko.

It's Clair. Bakit kaya?

"Hey?" I answered with my lazy voice.

"Where are you? Do you still in the mall?" Clair's sounds worried.

"Nasa bahay na ako,why?"

"Kasi ano..." I'm waiting for her amswer.

"What?" ano na naman kaya yon.

"I accidentally replied to Bryle kasi nagtatanong sya kung na saan ka,buti na lang di ka nya naabutan sa mall." she answered.

Yun lang pala,wala namang kaso dahil kakausapin ko din naman si Bryle.

"It's ok,kakausapin ko na din naman sya,siguro ako na lang ang magmemessage sakanya kung kelan." It's to face the fact that I need to have closure with him.

"Are you sure? Gusto mo bang samahan ka namin ni Erin?" Alam kong nagaalala sakin ang mga kaibigan ko pero mas ok na din to.

"No need Clair,I can do it,besides I need,we need it." Clair just agreed with my decision.

I ended the call then make myself a coffee.

Sabihin nyo ng masama ang maging coffee addict but I'll never regret being addict with caffeine.

Habang nagkakape ako bigla na namang tumunog ang aking phone.

Ano bang problema ng mga taong to?

Unknown number.

Sino naman kaya to? Sinagot ko ang tawag pero di muna ako nagsalita,hinayaan kong magsalita ang nasa kabilang linya.

"Hello." Panlalaki ang boses.

"Shea." Ay giatay,kilala nya ako!

"Hey?" Sino kaya to?

"Who's this?" Asking this mystery caller.

"It's me,Primo." Anak ng pitongput pitong puting tupa,akala ko naman kung sino.

"Why a sudden call? And by the way,where did you get my number?"

"Kay Kevin,pinilit ko sya kasi alam kong hindi nya ibibigay." now he's obviously explaining.

"Why don't you just dm me? Kailangan tawagan pa ako?" papansin talaga tong isang to.

"Shea,pwede bang gawan mo ko ng suit,I really need it next month." He's talking about the party of their company.

Pagbibigyan ko na nga para hindi na ako kulitin.

"Ok,I'll start tomorrow so you can get it next week I guess."

"Thank you Shea,alam ko naman din kasing di ka papayag sa pag invite ko sayo as my date,kaya yung suit na lang." Buti alam nya.

"You're welcome,just send me the design that you want." Then I hang up the call.

So I guess,I'll be busy for tomorrow.

Unexpected works and stress.

Everything that I got right now is really frustrating.

Me being alone makes me happy and anxious at the same time.