He's in Love with a Killer (Spencer reid x reader)

Chapter 2: Overthinking

"It's nothing really" I say with a sniffle

"If it was nothing you wouldn't be here sitting on the floor crying" Emily said as she helps me up and pulls me into a hug

"It's just" I pause trying to say it without my voice breaking

"I think Spencer forgot our 6 month anniversary is tomorrow, thats why I was asking if he had anything planned" I say holding back tears

"Oh y/n I'm sorry" she says genuinely

"It's just I t-though it was a big deal for us an-"

Before I can finish my mom sentence my phone goes off

(s is Spencer and y is y/n)

s: Hey I saw you rush into the bathroom are you okay?

y: Yeah I'm fine.

s: You sure?

y: Yep.

s: Okay I love you princess, you know that right?

He knew I wasn't okay but he also knew I loved being called princess, it made me feel special. Spencer knew how much of an over thinker I was and no matter how much he tells me that he loves me he knows there will always be that voice in the back of my head saying are you sure Spencer really loves you? He truly did try his best to tell me he loved me and how much he loved me as much as he could.

y: I know, I love you too

I stop crying and pull out of the hug Emily had pulled me into, immediately feeling very guilty for making her come into the bathroom and comfort me and feeling stupid for crying and rushing into the bathroom over something that now seemed so little. He might just not think it's a big deal. He might just do yearly anniversaries or maybe he did forget you thought is that really something to cry about.

"I'm sorry Em" I say looking away from her

"Y/n you've got to stop saying sorry when theres nothing to be sorry for" she says putting her hand up to my chin making me look at her

I stand there looking into her eyes for a moment them turned away to look in the mirror to see the damage I did to my makeup. My mascara is running down my face and my little eyeliner wings are both completely gone.

"I look like a mess" I say laughing

"Yes you do, I'll be right back with a makeup wipe" Emily says smiling

I see Emily leave as I start to slash my face with water

Spencers pov

Emily leaves the bathroom with a blank expression on her face trying to keep me from reading into it. She walks over to her desk and as she's digging in her purse for something. I walk over to ask her what happened. Emily notices me walking towards her and starts to walk away. I run over to her before she can get to the bathroom grabbing her arm slightly.

"Emily wait"

"What Spencer" She says as she turns around clearly very annoyed

"Um wh-" I stop in the middle of speaking confused as to why she's mad

"Spit it out Spence" she says her voice more angry now

"oh um i-is Y/n okay?" I ask sounding concerned

"She is now, no thanks to you"

"What did I do?!" I says sounding irritated

She just glared at me