Love Me If You Dare

8 - Double headed sword

Lechu's pov

God..... Dev is gonna kill me tonight. How I am gonna make him understand that I tripped over her because of that girl's leg itself. Will he believe me ? If I say what happened exactly may be he will understand.

What happened between my appa and him, I am sure it's a huge misunderstanding and it can be solved with a proper discussion. That's why I didn't push that matter much when he lashed at me. I have to hear from appa too. Dev only said his side.

Lechu you should be very careful from now on. In this house you can only relay on yourself not even a single house fly. That Yuvi is hovering around me like a time bomb. His intention is definitely not to help me but to trap me and add fuel to the fire.

What I planned and what's happening with me is not at all matching god. I can't even cry in front of him now. Please god ..... please help me withstand all these. I don't even understand what grave sin I did in my life that I caught up into all these mess. Appa already warned me he don't trust Dev and I ignored him. But I was left with no other option than marrying this man. I need him or else it's dead end for me.

Go ahead Lechu you can do this. All these bad days will pass and you will find your happiness. Don't give up even if he crumble you down under his feet. I don't know what he is gonna do with me. No, no, no... wait Lechu, first relax and think. A well established plan is what i want now. What I already made is not gonna work in front of Dev. That will make him more furious.

I should secure Aadhya first, her future is important. Then left is appa but he won't leave anywhere without me. Lechu don't cry. But what should I do if my tears are not stopping. I can't control them once it started. Just by thinking about appa and Aadhya I am getting weaker and my heart is churning. If and only if I was a competent daughter for him.

Why ? Why God you made me like this ? At least you should have gave me something to help my family. What I have and what you gave me is not at all helping me in anything. No brain, no talent nothing. I am feeling like a looser now.... A girl who is good for nothing and it's a scary realization.

Lavanya.... What should I do with her? Like Zara warned... Is she really a threat for me ?

of course, Lavanya beside Dev is definitely a threat for me in all ways. But I can't fight with Dev for this matter or complaint to dadi. What if Dev calls my appa and say everything ? I am sure he won't let me stay here for a second after knowing everything ? Only with that cafe it's impossible to support my family at this right scenario. It will lead to many other problems.

With all these thoughts and my trembling body I was heading towards our room to where he took that Lavanya. I have to check something. I need check their relationship first. It can be just friendship otherwise I need know how much Lavanya can go for to get Dev back from me.

" I am really sorry Lavanya..... Because of her carelessness you scalded your hand. " I could hear him talking to her when I entered into his room. For the first time I am thankful for this dark room. They can't see I am hiding here.

" Even though at first I felt very angry on her but now feel like I should thank her. " I frowned my face when she said that. Why thank you for burning her hands ?

" Why you said like that ? " Dev asked

" Nothing, because of her carelessness I got you like this, taking care of me. " That bitch.... Take off that hand from him you.... I should go and smack on that bitch's head. I wonder whether he loves her ? If yes then why he married me ? Just for a revenge ? Seriously ? Is she mad or he is mad more than her ?

" Dev, What you have planned for her ? " She asked to Dev.

" I don't know......... Just by watching her face I feel like to.....Damn.... It's so annoying. I don't even feel like to come back home because of her face. " I couldn't stop scoffing at him hearing his reply. Here I was in a misconception that he fell for my face but fact is exactly opposite. So that path is also closed. He never gonna fell for me even if I seduce him with a striptease or lap dance.