Love Me If You Dare

37 - Cold

Dev's pov

I ran my finger tip on her wrist where I saw the cut marks from her suicide attempt. There were lot from the beginning of wrist till where the visibility of green nerves stops. So she did this stupidity intended to die. Who gave permission take her life?

All these time she was hiding it with her wrist bands, bracelets and whatever. I always find its weird because a girl who is so phenomenon about her fashion goes with such odd accesories was not at all digesting for me. Now I know the reason.

Still I can't believe she did this by her own. Is she that much delicate ? In front of me she snarls like a tigress and even endured last night torture till end, until she collapse then why such scary suicide attempt for a mere breakup ?

Thinking about how she endured my torture one thing I should admit, she has a good tolerance level to endure pain and that's with an innocent face. Something which I always prefers but rare to get. She is also the one which I can't get even though this princess is a hand distant away from me. Time, situation, everything was wrong when I met a girl in my dreams.  Where it went wrong ? At first I thought that mall fire incident was my destiny to meet Nisha. Now it became a fate...... I wonder who came in between all of us ? Who was that extra ? Me ? Nisha ? Yuvi ? Lakshmi ? Or is it someone else ?

   
Lechu was only a ... Damn it ! This name always get stuck on my tongue. Everyone has each pet names for her. Laks , Lechu, Adu I don't know is there anything left.  But the name Lechu caught my attention and sadly I was deprived from using that. Jhanvi calls her with that name, okay I understand that but Yuvi ..... If he can call her with that name then definitely I can also call her with that name. Adrushta Lakshmi is a  long name. Simply Lakshmi makes some distance, Laks is like so flashy and no... That's not for my age, Adu.... That's sounds good only when Parvathi mom calls her. Lechu is kind a cute name. But no use for me even if it's cute. 

This is going to be the final peaceful time I am going to spend with you. Once you open your eyes I will be again back to that demon heartless Devdutta Pratap Singh Rathore. You endured me till now, please endure for some more time. I will try my best not to hurt you physically. Mentally I will break you because I need to do that to satisfy many including myself. I am sorry for you but I am not sorry what I have done to your father because I gave what he deserves and I am not going to give him back anything. This is your chance to raise like a phoenix bird. Every successful person started from scraps Lechu, I also,  even your dad. So you should also pick up from there and live a happy life.

You might have many reasons for not able to complete your course or lie about it in front of me but I hope you will find something to do which makes you happy and carry out that. I am going to become a dark past in your life. May be a reason for your success even though it's through a grudge against me. I am sorry..........

I stood from the chair I was sitting  slightly and leaned forward towards her forehead to place a kiss. First and last kiss which I am giving her with lots of love...... with the only love the left inside my heart if there is any. I wanted to confess something for her but I won't do that . Especially after making her ended up on hospital bed.

" Dev...... " I was stumbled for a second while withdrawing back from her when she called me with a hoarse voice. My face muscles got tightened by clenching my jaw and came back to demon mode.

" You are like this only when I am sick. Should I have to be sick all the time to see you like a normal person ? " Lechu looked at me with her half opened eyes and passed a gentle smile at me.

Is this girl for real ? It's only been few hours I beat her up like blue and black and she is talking to me like I was loving her all the time. Is she suffering from Stockholm syndrome or something ?