A/N: Hello. ;w;
Request: Myself.
Origins: OoO Origins of Olympus
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Genre: Angst
Warnings: Eating disorder, Cal being rEaLly sad, suicidal thoughts (no attempts of suicide)
Summary: Cal has started to think he was getting fat and started to stop liking his body, he stopped eating and stayed inside most of the time. He managed to fool everybody he was ok, but with everything going on he couldn't hold much longer...Thoughts manages to get through his head, Cal felt like he was going crazy but this was reality. The thoughts became worse and worse.
You're Weird!
No one likes you!
Just give up!
No one would care!
Stop eating so much you're getting fat!
You're only useful for the bar, no one actually thinks you're special!
And it would go on and on, even during conversations with people, parties, events, when alone and everywhere else. That just made him depressed and he started to stop eating, the hunger felt good for him. He became so skinny that he begun to start taking pills daily, he wouldn't get any sleep so that just made him look like a mess. Managing to fool everybody was such a miracle that it was hard to believe, he didn't actually think he would be able to fool absolutely everybody!"Hey Cal, we're going to the party are you sure you're okay staying in the pyramid by yourself?" Asked Inpu, Cal just nodded in response as all the others were already outside. They all looked amazing and had a good shape of body, all those thoughts came flooding back in his mind. "Alright, we'll be back at 9:30. Bye!" Inpu then catches up with everybody else after Cal waved goodbye.
Cal sighed and went to go to take another pill, he payed on the couch almost lifeless. He kept on taking more pills whenever he felt anxious or self doubt with his thoughts. It was 7:52 when Cal took the last pill out of the container (Can somebody tell me what the pill container thing is called?). He got annoyed and got another container(?) from his room, the thoughts still going through his head. Cal took another 3 more pills after 25 minutes, his vision went black making him collapse on the carpet and making him hit his head on the coffee table. His head started to bleed.
It was around 9:00 when all the others came back from the party, they decided to come back early so they could spend time with Cal. But once they looked over to where Cal was last sitting they saw him on the carpet; unconscious. They were all shocked, Davis and Nero ran/flew over to where Cal was and tried to bandage Cal's head injury. They all ran over to where they were and inspected the scene in front of them. On the table was a container(?) filled with pills, a few pills on the floor that Cal must've dropped before collapsing and a sheet of paper folded up. Mikael picked up the piece of paper, it was just words that were scribbled out, but he managed to read it.
"What does it say?" Asked Solis from behind him trying not to cry but failing quite badly.
"It's just a bunch of words scribbled out, but also it's words that contain suicidal thoughts. I think Cal is depressed..." Mikael stopped speaking when he heard a groan, Cal was awake he looked awful. He looked like he hasn't slept in weeks and have eaten little for weeks too, Davis helped Cal up, Cal feeling his head before looking at everyone. He quickly realised what was going on and snatched the paper and pills and hid them behind his back, giving them a quick smile. They all frowned, and Davis picked Cal up walking him to his room with all the others followed. Davis tucked Cal into his bed and they waited until he slept, they knew it would take a while and well, it did. It took them 3 hours for him to properly sleep.
Cal yawned as he was greeted with a Ricarro right in the face, that got Cal startled and jumped out of the bed landing on his back. He groaned in pain while Davis rushed in making sure everything was okay, he helped Cal up and back on the bed. Davis now seemed like the mum/mom of the group, it was quite weird but they got used to it pretty quickly. Ricarro and Cal went out when Davis said that breakfast was made, Cal saw everybody at least eating something (except for Nero). That made Cal feel a weird feeling, it made him anxious? He couldn't describe it clearly, he sat down next to Magnus while Ricarro sat next to him, they both stared at Davis bringing food to them. Ricarro and the others ate it happily while took a piece and forced himself to eat it, after a while Cal went to the bathroom to puke all the food out. He didn't know how to exactly stop it but he knew pills were just a thing that was there, so he took 2 pills before going back to the others.
"So, when is the next party?" Asked Davis waiting for an answer but no one knew what it was, they all looked at each other in silence while Cal was just spacing out. "So, no one knows?" He replied at the silence assuming no one knows. It was very awkward for them since they just sat there in silence, Ricarro was playing with Solis so they had nothing to talk about. Cal stopped spacing out and looked at them in confusion forgetting what they were talking about, he then stood up and walked to his room letting the others know of course.
Cal stayed in his room until Midnight, of course having lunch and dinner and all that stuff, but then throwing it all up after- aHeM AhEm. He took a few pills until he covered himself with the sheets of the bed, instead of sleeping he splayed there with his own thoughts staring at the ceiling.
|~| What's happening inside Cal's head (Just pretend his emotions are people UwU)|~|
"Man, I'm getting real popular inside the body right now." Said Sadness while sipping his drink, the 'light' emotions all rolled their eyes playfully.
"Shut up Sadness!" Shouted Concentration In stress, kindness was trying to help everybody be on the right track but was failing badly.
"Oi! No mean words to other emotions." Snapped Happiness making everybody quite startled. "Look, I know we are all driving off the edge right now- No not literally Stupidity!" Stupidity had a car and was about to drive off the edge off a fake mountain, but stopped after Happiness shouted at them. Stupidity shrugged and got out of the car standing by Depression and Anxiety. Happiness sighed and sat on the couch with Logic, Logic was sitting on the couch reading a 2701 page book. Happiness felt tired, broken and useless it was stressing for all the 'light' emotions. On the other hand, Depression, Anxiety, Tiredness(?), Sadness, Deceit, Insomnia, Question and Insanity were having the best time of their life, they were finally "useful" for once. As 'dark' emotions their task is to keep the body unstable but also the same time productive in some way, as they are also trying to survive.
"How about we try to get along?" Asked Shyness and Peace in sync, all the other emotions except for some all shouted 'NO!' They both walked sadly back to their side of the brain which is at the back, as a quick introduction of who is on the 'light' and 'dark' sides and both/none here:
Shyness: None
Tiredness:Dark
Peace:None
Depression:Dark
Anxiety:Dark
Happiness:Light
Sadness:Dark
Deceit:Dark
Insomnia:Dark
Question:Dark
Logic:None
Insanity:Dark
Stupidity:None or Dark
Creativity:Light
Greed:None
Hate:None
Pride:None?
Anger:Both
Concentration:Light
(If you have any ideas of any more emotions please comment, just do it like this:
Emotion:
Light or Dark or Both or None?:
Back to the story!)Insanity looked at them all bored, they had nothing to do. Not even a single idea popped into their head. So might as well go back to Cal.
Cal's emotions were all over the place (Literally), so he stood up and walked around camp until morning. Once Ra has awoken and back into the sky again Cal went back into the Pyramid and started to make some food for the others, it was a great thing he knew how to cook because he didn't want to wake Dranne to make food. He taste-tested it and set it down on the kitchen counters, Davis was the first one to wake and try the food, after that he went to the onsen with Nero. The others all walked up near the same time, so they all tried the food and went on with their day. He knew one day they would need him again so he decided to try his own food, after that he began to eat a lot more often which made the others in the Pyramid happy, but of course it doesn't end there. Emotions can come back whenever, thoughts can grow stronger and are just waiting for the right time to pounce just like a tiger catching it's prey. But for now let's enjoy that they were all safe and healthy, for now.
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A/N: Oof... Rushed ending. Part 2? :3
Bye! <3
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