Absence of a father's love 💔

part 9

Continuation...
At 9th grade, one extreme fight took place in her family. There was extreme poverty in her family during the initial stage of pandemic. Since both their parents didn't work in govt. Jobs and instead had work in small business. The pandemic had hit their family hard. Days and days, they faced lots of financial problems. Due to that, their parents had lots of fights during nighttime. Her father would get drunk and would scold her mother most of the time. She said he even throw things all around the house because of his high temper. And all the neighbors would mock at their family fights at nighttime. Then one day, she couldn't bear about it anymore. She was struggling with all the humiliation,hardships,etc that she had decided to end up her life so that she would end all her hardships. So she decided to ran away from home at nighttime and tried to commit suicide into by road by jumping into a car or any any truck. But when she was about to throw herself on any passing car, she remembered her two little siblings( her small sister and brother). They were very young and Don't even know how cruel this world is. So thinking about them,she stopped at that moment and decided to live and continue her journey of life more while protecting her siblings. After that incident , her father had stopped throwing things, but still continue to shout at them during their family arguments. There was even a time that their parents decided to file a divorce case. But leisna's maternal grandmother convinced her mom not to file the divorce case for the sake of her younger siblings. As they were both young and were innocent, they don't need to live hard lives because of their parents' misunderstandings. So she is still now working hard at her best level to survive at this cruel world from all the hardships. So pls give her positive comments to gather up strength for her while living her future life in the comments section below..
The end...

2. Velinda's story...
I met Velinda from our Exo L. Group chat. But now she became one of my closest friends. We even became like real sisters. She has also faces lots of hardships in her own life until now. So.... Pls read her story...too. I have also taken her permission while writing her biography..(pt. To be noted).. And always remember guys.. Life is not a bed of roses..
Upto grade 7 /8, she didn't know what real pain was. Until her 9 grade, she came to know how r family are suffering and how hard life is... Her parents couldn't afford to pay her tution fees. She couldn't study at a good private school . so,she had to study at the school which her mother works as a teacher there. Her fees was settled by deducting with her mom's pay. Her other little two siblings also studied there. In order to save her mom's income, she had to study very hard to top the class. Between her grade 5 to 6, she wasn't able to top the class. But fortunately in her 7 to 10th grade, she would always top the class. But as her school was a below average school, her classmates wasn't very competitive, but yes there were 2 or 3 students where she would compete for the first position in her class. Because of her financial problems, she was unable to attend normal tuition classes like other normal students. So, she was enrolled by her parents to go to the tuition classes which was held under the direction of the founder of her school. And also she said teachers were not very excellent ones(I don't mean to disrespect the teachers which were mentioned here. I have only written here about her experience only, nothing else. So I apologize if I made a mistake in writing here like this.). She faced lots of dissatisfactions in her life at such a young age, especially because if her poor family conditions. Like,she also wanted to join today's competition between excellent students, but she was not able to.. As her classmates ware not so competitive, it made her lose her interest in studies also. In her 10 grade, she got 2nd division. Her father was very disappointed at her and scolded her badly as their parents had worked very hard to nurture her and enrolled her to a school after making many sacrifices for their children. And all that she could repay to them was that only. She also feel guilty to herself as this time, it was also her big fault. But she didn't tell them that her will of determination was taken away by her parents before a long time ago.

At her 11 and 12th grade, she went to a good private school. She said that she only went for maths tuition classes only. She also mentioned that she has decided to work harder from 11th grade. At her 11 grade final exams,she stood first position of her school. Then her school teachers soon began to recognize her after knowing her potential. And even the teachers of her school had bias towards the outstanding students only. They knew her only when she topped her class and not before that.
Then at her 12th grade,she started living at a hostel and also went for her tuition classes to at the same time. Even though her hostel fees costs a lot and her father being not supportive in the decision if living at hostel, she just lived there. At her 12 grade board exams, she did got 1st division and got latter (above 80%) marks in Manipuri(our local language) subject. But her father wasn't satisfied as she didn't get above 80% in her overall pc. She didn't get enough peace in her home due to all the scoldings,discouragements,pressure given by her parents. She had always dreamed of studying in medical line but because of her family's financial problem, she wasn't able to do it. As she couldn't afford the NEET(medical exam) coaching fees to appear the exams. So, she decided to give up that dream unwilling because of her family's condition. (I swear I m crying rn when I wrote all this.) So, instead she studied bachelor of science at a local college called DM University( btw this is one of the good colleges in our state). Now she is in her third year as an undergraduate student. She did got scholarship of RS. 5k(which is usually a small amount) .

But now she is trying her best to move forward with the little she had with her . she decided to fight with her fate as she finally believed in herself now finally..