Finding Amity

Chapter 47

No matter what I tried, I couldn't fall asleep. I rolled around into different positions, I even opened my window so I'd be able to hear the ocean waves crashing, thinking it would lull me to sleep, to no avail.

I forget to give Isaac and Pippa toothbrushes, I thought. I pulled myself out of bed and hurried to the bathroom. In a drawer, I found two unopened toothbrushes and hurried out to the guest house. The cold air nipped at my skin, I only now remembered that I was in a tiny tank top and a pair of shorts I hadn't worn since I was 14. I picked up the pace, running to the sliding glass door of the guest house.

I tiptoed into the house down the hall, opening the bathroom door as quietly as I could, turning on the light, and placing the toothbrushes down on the basin.

"Amity?" A voice called from the hallway, scaring the shit out of me. I turned to a sleepy Isaac in nothing but plaid boxer shorts. "What are you doing?"

"Toothbrushes." I whispered. "I realised that you don't have toothbrushes so I brought some over."

"Its 2 in the morning." He noted, taking a step into the bathroom.

In the light, I could see him clearer. His eyes were squinting and darkly lined with his tiredness as they adjusted, his hair was ruffled and I could see every line on his perfectly toned stomach. He had no right to look as hot as he did in this moment.

"I couldn't sleep." I stuttered.

He took a step towards me, placing his hand gently on the side of my face, his thumb grazing my cheek and the tips of the rest of his fingers buried in my certain birds nest of hair.

"Me neither." He noted. His body was so close to mine, and I desperately wanted to close the gap.

"Oh," I hummed. "Is the bed uncomfortable?"

"No." He replied. "I've just been too busy trying to figure out why you left earlier without kissing me."

"Oh." Was all I could muster, his forwardness and the way he looked like a Greek god right now muddled with my head.

"Oh." He repeated.

Whats a nice way to tell a boy you have feelings for that you are moving at the end of the year and will never see him again?

Isaac leant down, touching his forehead to mine. Our mouths so close but not yet meeting, he waited for me to make the move.

My worries dissipated, and all I could think about was him. His eyes, his hair, his light breath that landed on my lips, begging me to lean in.

I closed my eyes and crashed my lips into his. He kissed me hungrily, like we'd been apart for years instead of days. His tongue slipped into my mouth and danced with mine.

Without breaking apart, he trailed his hands down to my hips and picked me up effortlessly. I wrapped my legs around his torso and my arms around his neck, I ran my fingers through his hair and pulled lightly on them, a groan escaping from his mouth that lit a fire in the bottom of my belly.

He carried me out of the bathroom and into his bedroom. He sat down on the bed as I straddled him, our kiss only growing with intensity.

I pushed my self up against him, as I felt a hardness pressed against my core. Right now, he was everything to me. In this moment, I wanted him more than I've ever wanted anything. I separated my lips from his and smiled.

"Is this special enough." I asked, a chuckle in my voice. "Or are you going to leave me hanging like last time."

Isaac interlocked his hands in mine, pulling me down to kiss me lightly.

"I'm going to leave you hanging." He informed me apologetically.

I rolled my eyes and moved over to sit beside him on the bed.

"Is this some kind of sick torture." I joked. "Pay back for leaving without telling you."

"If it was as simple as that, I would have broken by now."

I rolled over, facing away from him. Isaac laughed at me, before reaching over and pulling me back into him. He nuzzled his head into the nape of my neck, his breath warm against my back.

"I really like you, Isaac." I told him, hoping he couldn't hear how terrified that statement made me.

He placed a kiss on my shoulder blade, the small gesture sending electricity throughout my body.

"I really like you too, Amity."

I smiled, my mind made up.

I can't stay away from him. No matter what I always come back. Isaac was a part of me, and I couldn't change that. I wouldn't change that.