Tukayo (Vaklas Book Series Pt. 1)

16

Andi's PoV

I can feel my heart beat faster when he looked at me straight in the eyes na lalaking lalaki.

"Avi, can you help me later sa pag-eempake? I can't let her move too much sa kondisyon niya"

"S-sige ba" Avi looking back at me as if finding answers to questions I am not sure of. I just gestured her I'm not sure

Pinapanood ko lang siya sa ginagawa niya sa kwarto at naaamaze ako sa nakikita ko. Eto ba talaga yung baklang mataray saken? It feels like he's a different person. Parang hindi siya yung Sky na nakilala ko.

Nanonood lang kami ni Avi kay Sky nang bumalik sina George sa kwarto

"Tol, okay na lahat pwede na kayo umuwi"

"Salamat pre, palagay na lang neto sa kotse, sunod kami."

"Sige sige"

Nagulat ako nang lumapit siya saken at hawakan ang kamay ko

"Can you stand? Nahihilo ka pa ba?"

"Medyo..."

"Okay. Kumapit ka saken"

"H-ha?"

"I said hold onto me. Bubuhatin kita pawheelchair"

Parang remote naman yung braso ko na pumulupot sa leeg niya at maya maya lang binuhat na niya ako papunta sa wheelchair habang si Avi nakasunod lang samen.

I can't stop looking at his face with what's happening right now at narinig ko na naman yung abnormal na tibok ng puso ko.

Skylar's PoV

I never ever brought anyone to my own hideout, but I guess... Andi will be the only exception.

Yes hideout. Pag gusto ko mapag-isa dito ako pumupunta. When everything feeld tiring and all I wanted to do was rest? Dito ako nagpupunra. The only difference is thst now, I have someone with me

Andi's PoV

Di na pinasama ni Sky si Avi pagkatapos naming kunin mga gamit ko sa hotel. Tahimik lang kami buong byahe. I tried to speak but I can't. I don't know what to say.

Maya maya lang tumigil na yung sasakyan kaya napatingin ako sa labas kung nasan kami.

Nasa tapat kami ng isang maliit na bahay and it feels like there's something more interesting inside of it.

"Let's go" sabi niya kaya bumaba na din ako ng sasakyan. Medyo nawala na yung hilo ko kanina.

Nakasunod lang ako sa kanya. Pagbukas ng pinto, I was amazed to see electric guitars and a piano on the living room.

"Upo ka muna sa sofa"

"O-ok"

I looked around and saw a picture frame of a woman and a kid. Eto siguro mama ni Sky. I can't help but smile at how cute he was in the picture.

I was about to touch his face nang kunin niya yun.

"Don't touch this"

"S-sorry"

Umalis lang siya ulit pagkatapos. Makikitira ka lang Andi, wag kang pakielamera. Hays.

I looked at my stomach and for some reason, tears started falling from my eyes.

Kay Daniel dapat to ehh. Siya dapat yung kasama ko ngayon. Siya dapat yung ama ng batang laman ng tyan ko. Masaya na sana kami. Mahal na mahal ko yung lalaking yun ehh. Pero nagawa niya akong lokohin. I was saving my virginity for that night with him pero yun pala, naibigay na niya sa iba. Tapos ngayon? Two weeks after, buntis ako, sa lalaking di naman ako gustong buntisin at alam ko din di ako kayang mahalin. Ano ba nangyayare sa buhay ko?

Skylar's PoV

I don't know what to do. The mere fact that someone's here in my home is making me fcking crazy!

Itinago ko na yung picture frame namin ni mama. I'm so sensitive when it comes to my mom.

Inakyat ko na mga gamit niya sa kwarto tsaka ko binalikan si Andi sa salas, only to see her crying. Ohh fck what did I do.

Dali dali akong nagpunta sa kanya pero hindi ko siya mahawakan.

"A-andi..."

"Sky... am I a bad person?"

"W-what? No! O-of course not!" Is this because of the picture frame?!

Hindi na siya nagsalita pagkatapos non but she's still crying so I decided to hug her. I was hesitant at first but my mom said that hugs make a person feel better.

"Andi that's enough... makakasama yan sayo"

"All I did was to love him Sky... nagmahal lang naman ako..."

With those words... si mama ang naalala ko

Nagmahal lang naman ako? Bakit parang kasalanan yun sayo?

Hindi ko kailangan yang pagmamahal mo

I was angry to my dad back then but my mom kept on insisting I shouldn't be. That he's still my father, that I shouldn't disappoint him, hanggang sa kinalakihan ko na na gusto kong makuha yung approval niya saken and that he's proud, but I never did.

"Sometimes, loving someone isn't enough Andi... hindi pwedeng sayo lang manggaling lahat"

Sumubsob lang siya sa balikat ko pagkatapos non and all I did was to tap her back to make her calm down.

"Want some ice cream?? Pampahappy?"

"Meron?"

"Of course! Whatchu think of my house? Hmp!"

Medyo natawa na siya sa sinabi ko nung nilayo ko siya ng konti saken para punasan luha niya. I hate seeing girls cry.

"You wit there mama. I get the ice cream"