The Therapist and Her Patience.

Chapter 36

Mom: y......y/n?
She has tears in her eyes. She's looking at my face and then at my belly. I put my arm over my belly because I don't like anyone staring except Tia.
Y/N: yeah?.....
I try standing up but I can't so Mattia comes and helps me. My mom just looks at me and doesn't say anything.
Y/N: Mom....What are you doing here. In...In Australia?
Mom: Mattia called me. He told me everything that happened. He asked if I wanted to see you and I said yes. So he flew me here and now I'm with you.
I look at Mattia and I ask him to come over to the side with me for a sec.
Y/N: Mattia listen ( I grab him by his hands) What you did was the kindest thing ever and I appreciate it so much. But...my mom is going to kill me. When you aren't here. She's going to yell at me and tell me I'm a failure because I did the same thing I did with Ale and now I'm pregnant this time.
Mattia's face gets red not in an embarrassed way but an angry way.
Mattia: What does "I did the same thing I did with Ale and now I'm pregnant" mean? You think I pulled you away from your dream?
Y/N: No mat-
Mattia cuts me off by banging his hand against the wall behind me. I jump and tears start to come to my eyes.
Mattia: Do you even want the baby?
Y/N: YES
Mattia: Then why aren't you excited.
Y/N: I am baby
Mattia: Nah I'm not your baby.
Y/N: I might not be acting as happy as you are but it's hard I'm home alone everyday and all I do is worry about our baby. And the kids safety.
Mattia: AND YOU DONT THINK I DONT!?
IM OUT THERE EVERYDAY TRYING TO GET ALL THESE BAD PEOPLE KILLED OR IN JAIL SO THEY CANT COME TO MY HOUSE AND HURT YOU OR MY BABY. I RISK MY LIFE FOR YOU 2 EVERYDAY. THEN YOU SAY THAT IM LIKE YOUR EX! WOW Y/N THATS THE SHITTY THING IVE EVER HEARD YOU SAY TO ME. REMEMBER IT WAS YOU WHO DIDNT CALL THE COPS IT WAS YOU WHO DIDNT CALL THE HOSPITAL. SO DONT BLAME ME FOR YOUR CHOICES.
His face is bright red. He's screaming so much that he starts to lose his voice. He's also crying.
Y/N: MAYBE IF YOU NEVER LEFT WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS SHIT. YOU SHOULD OF STAYED. STAYED. STAYED!
My fist go flying everywhere. I bang on his chest letting every bad word I know come flying outta my mouth. He just stands there.
Mom: You guys ok?
Mattia: Yeah were fine. You gotta leave though.
I'm still yelling and crying and hitting him. He pushes me against the wall.
Mattia: ENOUGH!
I stay quiet for a little then my mouth opens on it's own I say
Y/N: i hate you
Then I look up at Mattia.
Y/N: I- I didn't me-
He just walks away before I can finish.
Mattia: You gotta go right now.
Mom: I'll leave when I'm ready. I wanna meet my grandbaby.
Mattia: She doesn't want you here. Leave please.
Mom: Fine I'll tell you the real reason I don't wanna leave. I saw them scars on her back. You've been abusing her haven't you?
Mattia gets even angrier.
Mattia: What the fuck no. She did that to herself. This is your last chance before I call the police. LEAVE!
My mom starts walking towards the door she passes me. She slaps my stomach and Mattia grabs her and I slap the hella outta her.
Y/N: Touch me again and you will stop living.
Mom: Like you can even shot a gun. I walk away and come back with a pistole.
Y/N: I can't shoot a gun? Watch me hit that whole without looking at it. I don't miss. I shot it looking backwards and upside down and I still mad it in. NOW LEAVE BEFORE I MAKE A HOLE IN YOU!
My mom walks to the door and goes to slap Mattia as well but he slams the door in her face so she just hits the door.
Y/N: Mattia...Listen to me
He walks towards me but doesn't stop. He goes up stairs and goes into our room. He locks the door and you hear a lot of loud banging. After an hour Mattia comes out with yours and his travel bags.
Mattia: Get in the car. I'm driving you to one of my friends house to stay. She's a girl and she has a kid of her own.
Y/N: Your kicking me out?
Mattia: Nope we need a break. And anyways why do you care you hate me.
He throws my bag down by my feet. Then he grabs my heavy ones and his and takes it to the car. He packs all of our stuff and starts to drive. It was a weird trip but it really mad me think about our fight. Some of this shit I say was mean. He has done a shit load for me and I told him I hated him. I start to cry but he doesn't comfort me like he normally would. He just shakes his head and puts the music loader. We make it to his friends house
Hannah: Hi Y/N I'm Hannah Rylee. And this is my 3 year old Derek
Derek: Hi
I smile and say Hi back.
Mattia and Hannah help me put my stuff in the room they have for me. When we're done Mattia asks to speak to me outside.
Mattia: We should take a little break. You stay here for a little. We need a break from each other. Make a new friend and enjoy your time. I'll be at work so don't call. I'll call you.
He starts to walk off with giving me a hug or a kiss.
Y/N: I love you.
Mattia: Do you?