The Therapist and Her Patience.

Chapter 39

It's the night of October 15. My back is hurting like crazy and all I feel it pain. Mattia is trying his hardest to help me but we've both ran out of ideas. He's starting to get upset that he can't help. He got so upset he had to walk away before he punched a hole in the wall. I hear him mumble " I don't know what the fuck to do anymore." Over and over again.
I'm sweating because of the pain. I can't help but scream.
Y/N: MATTIA
I'm grab the sheets and scream.
Mattia comes running in with ice and puts it on my head.
Mattia: we gotta go to the hospital.
I answer with a scream.
Y/N: GET HER OUT!
He grabs me and the delivery bag and he walks downstairs he doesn't lock the door because we don't have time and Max is right there. He locks the door and drives us so Mattia can keep me company. He sits me down and puts my seatbelt on. He sits next to me and pushes my head back and puts the ice on my head. He gives me his hand which was a bad idea because I squeeze the fuck outta his hand. Hes
trying to get me to let go but I didn't because I was trying not to scream. My silly self thought that hurt. When we were at a red light and it had just hit 12am my water broke. The contraction that came after my water broke said pain x 1000 I screamed so loud that Max jumps and then starts to speed.
Max: Where almost there y/n
Y/N: HURRY THE FUCK UP!
Mattia starts stroking my hair back and is wiping the sweat off my face.
Mattia: y/n your going to make it through. Stay strong. Keep pushing. You got this.
He's saying this trying to comfort me.
I throw my head back and do the loudest scream I've never done in my life before.
Mattia's eyes open wide and tells Max to find a nurse right away. He finds one and she comes with a wheelchair to take me to a delivery room. They rush me there and a doctor comes quickly. She said I'm 9 centimetres dilated. She says she's going to give me the epidural and then I'm going to start to push. Mattia sees the needle and comes in front of me so I can't see it. He grabs both my hands.
Mattia: You ready to be my brave and strong girl you are? After all this pain we're going to see our baby. The thing that we created together. Aren't you excited to meet her?
He just asks me questions not waiting for an answer. I feel the needle go into me and I don't react because today this was lease pain I've felt. The lady asks me to lay down and I do ask I'm told. Mattia puts my legs up on the stand. He puts his forehead on my cheek.
Mattia: You got this your a strong women and you can do anything. I love you.
He lifts his head up and kisses me on the cheek. And gives me his hand. (That wasn't a smart choice because I almost broke his hand)
Nurse: Ok Mrs. Polibio I'll need you to push
when I say.
I nod
Nurse: Push
I take a big breather and push as hard as possible.
Nurse: breathe
I stop and breath for a good 5 minutes.
I do this 6 more times.
Then I hear her cry.
Mattia jumps up he goes out to reach for the baby but stops mid way. The nurse lays her on my chest. They don't clean her off so all I see it white stuff and blood all over her. I can't see her features yet. Then after 10 minutes of the baby just lying there they take her from me and asks Mattia if he wants to cut the cord. He's says of course and he does . They clean her face and put her in a diaper. They swaddle her in a purple blanket instead of a pink one. Mattia asked for that Ofc course. They hand the baby back to me and Mattia is actually like an 3 year old when your buying them ice cream and they start to get impatient. The nurse leaves us alone for a little. I hold her for a good minute or two before giving her to Mattia. Once she gets in his arms he starts to tear up
Mattia: Sh....she's beautiful.
The baby smiles like she understood him. He starts to laugh. And giggle and tell me everything that she has of mine. I ask him to stop because I like doing that and that's how I bond with someone. So he just starts talking to her. Asking if she remembers when they did this or that. She yawned and he lost his shit
Mattia: SHES TO FUCKING CUTE LOOK AT HER.
I nod and smile.
Mattia gives me the baby finally after hogging her. When he places her in my arms and she gets comfortable I start to notice her features.
Y/N: She has your dark eyes. She had my button nose. She has my eyebrows. She has that little mole you have. She has your ears. ( I unrap her a little to look at her feet) she has your skinny feet but my long feet, she has your lips. She has your hair color.
Mattia: she's evenly portioned.
Y/N: Yes.
Mattia comes closer to my and puts his head on top of my shoulder.
Mattia: I can't believe we made this.
Y/N: Yeah and it only toke 5 minutes
I start to laugh.
Mattia: oH dAdDy HaRdEr. RiGhT tHeRe. DeEpEr."
He's mimicking me I give him a side look.
Skylar isn't having a good time so she starts to cry.
Y/N: She doesn't like how you were making fun of me.
Mattia: mhmm
He calls for the nurse so she could help us.
That's basically how the rest of our night went. We called others and told them and we FaceTimed others to show them.
Mattia: I'm so proud of you.

Btw I'm 13 Ofc I've never had a kid. I only know this stuff because when my baby sister was born last year my stepmom explained a lot to me 🤠