Seventeen

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Then i realized im still in just a towel. I push him away and back up.
"This again really"
"You dont think i could ever be with you, do you"
He clenched his jaw grabbing the knife and standing up.
Soon my mom knocked on my bedroom door.
"Coming"
I yell out.
"Fuck"
Finn whispers.
"Ill be back y/n"
He gets out of the bathroom and out of my bedroom window.
I quickly put on clothes and open the door.

"Yes mom"
"I was just checking on you, you alright"
I nod and sigh
"Yeah just tired im about to head to sleep"
She pulls me in a hug then kisses my cheek
"Enjoy it"
I smile and she smiles back
"Love you mom"
I say as she closes the door and leaves.
I go to my window and lock it.
I then lay on my bed falling asleep.

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Im in the middle of the wood. the unsettling feeling of the wind and the midnight sky send me in an uncomfortable spiral. I get up from the ground and begin to walk as the leaves crunch under my feet. Thats when i realized i wasnt wearing any shoes.

I sigh and keep walking as the sticks poke the bottom of my feet.
I start to shiver as the air rubs against my skin.

I then hear sticks breaking in the distance.
"Hello"
I say out loud it mustve been a bird.
I keep walking but then it started to feel like I wasn't alone. I start to walk faster it feels like déjà vu.

Soon the wind started to whistle. Thats what I thought until something began to hum
"Hello"
I scream out
I'm not sure why, I would hate for a response from something.
I began to run not caring that my feet were being stabbed by the earth.
I then feel my feet come out from under me falling onto my stomach.
I feel the pull of someone flipping me over.
It was finn he had a unsettling smile.
His eyes made his body look empty. His clothes were covered in blood.

"Are you happy"
"What"
"I killed everyone, so you and I could be together"
He says as he grabs me by my shirt
"I did it for us so no one could hurt you"
He starts laughing like a maniac
"I dont wanna be with you"

"you dont have a choice"
"Why are you doing this"
I start to cry my eyes out.
I feel a lump in my throat.
I go into full panic and
Start screaming and kicking.
"Shut up or I will bash your fucking head in"
I then stop.
Still crying quietly.
"Please"
Pleading for what is left of my life

"I just wanted us to be together"
"Im sorry finn"
"YOU RUIN EVERYTHING"
he then grabs me by my head and starts hitting it against the ground.
The pain of the earth hitting against my head made me wanna just give up and die
"STOP"
he stops putting his arms around my throat and kisses me hard and forcefully.
He grabs a rock next to him making me hit him repeatedly.
"Please no"
"Im sorry y/n I just"
"Theres something about you thats making me go fucking insane"
He brings the rock up above my head and forcefully brings it down

☆☆☆

I wake up screaming and in a cold sweat. My mom and dad come running into my room.
I start crying my eyes out as my mom pulls me in a hug.
"Whats wrong honey"
"nightmare"
I gasp, shaking.

"Why are you always scared"
"Is someone hurting you"
I nod my head and continue to cry.
"Who"
"I-i cant t-tell you itll put you guys in harm"
They both sigh and sit down on my bed.
It became silent nothing but rain hitting the window.
"We can help, we can go to the cops"

"The fucking cops cant help theyve done no help but lock me up for SHIT I DIDNT FUCKING DO"
I scream at them letting out my anger.
"If they cant find who killed those people they cant help me with whos after me"

"Id like to be alone forget i said anything"
I add
I lay back down covering me in my blankets
"We-"
"Just go"
I cry my eyes out as my dad leaves. My mom just stays not moving a muscle
"I wanna help"
"Theres nothing you can do"
"Whys that"
I look at her
"If i tell you youll be the next victim"

"Thats not true"
She says sincerely
"It is mom, everyone i care about is getting killed"
I can hear my mom start to cry
"I need to leave mom, get away from here to keep you guys safe'
She sniffles and looks at me
"Then we'll move"
I shake my head no
"I need to go alone"

"I-"
"What's done is done mom"
She nods and gets up going to the door
"We'll talk about this tomorrow"
She says as she walks out of my room closing the door behind her.
The rest of the night was restless. My head was filled with thoughts I had no ability to control. I couldn't think about one thing at once. It felt like someone was sitting on my chest. Like the whole world put it's weight onto me.

"Its not just a joke or a lesson to live through"

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