If This Is Love 2

Part 16

My whole body felt different, it was like a whole new me, Arnav was still leaning against me on the wall looking into my eyes intensely and I had no strength in me to push him away, why did this feel so good?

He bent down to my neck and let out a breath, I felt it so intensely it made me take in a deep breath to calm myself down.

He traced a line with his finger from my temple to my cheeks and headed down to my neck, just a simple touch from him and it was making me feel so giddy and so freaking good! Why hadn't I ever felt this way before?

His finger slowly moved from my neck to my arm heading now to my hand, he stopped for a moment and then grabbed both my palms into his and I felt some sort of excitement burst inside me, it was a sort of an adrenaline rush, I couldn't even explain what it felt like.

Once both our hands were entangled, he bent his head to my shoulder and rested it there, all I wanted to do was push him away and run off this place, I never thought a guy could ever make me feel things like this but then maybe I had never been with any guy so I dint know what I was capable of feeling.

As much as I wanted to push him off me, this felt so amazing I wanted it to last forever. I don't even know why I closed my eyes but I did and when I did that, realization dawned upon me, a guy was close to me, this close and it wasn't making me feel good anymore.

There were some really blurry images in my mind, I opened my eyes and Arnav still had his neck on my shoulder, I was just about to push him off me because it went from feeling good to feeling disgusting suddenly but before I could push him away he lifted his head from my neck and looked at me for a moment, and then took a step backward suddenly leaving me baffled.

He smirked at me and turned around to walk away, as for me I was left so surprised with myself that I dint even want to move, my legs were like stuck on the ground, everything was so confusing, every encounter I had with Arnav before or anytime he had touched me it had always felt good, even today it did until something inside me just changed.

He walked back with my keys and stopped in front of me again, he grabbed my hand and I felt a sort of a burning sensation, it wasn't the good electric shocks anymore, why was I feeling this way?

"You know if you don't want to leave, you can stay in my room." He winked at me.

I grabbed my keys from him immediately and walked away, I dint want to be around him anymore because being around him had suddenly changed so much about me.

"Stay away from me Arnav!" I shouted without turning to look at him, when I said it I meant it, I wanted him to stay the hell away from me. I was so angry on him for touching me like that.

I headed straight to my car ignoring Stefan who called out my name twice, I just wanted to get out of this place, I was so damn angry, on Arnav for doing this to me and for me for allowing him to do it to me, since when did I get this weak?

I jumped inside my jeep, switched it on and drove off in full speed, I just wanted to get home and to my room, I was so angry and frustrated, it was the first ever time in forever that I had let myself down, this wasn't me, this wasn't the person I had always been.