If This Is Love 2

Part 29

I was in my room getting ready for college as usual when mom walked in, I turned to look at her, she smiled at me and I smiled back then continued curling my hair.

She settled down on my bed silently while I kept on waiting for her to say something but she dint.

"Mom, is there anything you want to talk about?" I asked.

"I just wanted to make sure you're doing okay." She said in a sad voice, well I dint know either, was I really doing okay?

The past dint really haunt me as much as I thought it would but maybe that was only because I dint even remember half of it, but I couldn't deny that there were some feelings inside me, I couldn't explain in words, it was just something hurting from inside.

You know like it happens when a person is depressed, there's something making them sad but they don't know what it is, the same way this strange feelings were inside me, hurting me and I dint know how to deal with them.

I did know why they were there, I just dint know how to get rid of them, I don't even know if I was making sense.

"I am okay mom, being the strong Khushi like you and dad wanted me to be." I smiled at her."You sure? You know you can always talk to me or your dad about it."

"Mom, relax, I am okay, don't worry much about me." I smiled at her, she nodded as she stood up and walked out of my room just to come back again in a minute.

"By the way, there's someone here to see you." She smiled cheekily and walked away, I hope it wasn't Arnav but my mom's expressions clearly said it was him.

What was this obsession that my mom and brother had with Arnav? They both thought he was such a great guy only if they knew he was a jerk.

I dint care if he was here, he dint ask me or inform me so I continued curling my hair until I was done and just then Ayush walked into my room.

"You don't want to see, your friend slash friends with benefits slash boyfriend? He's been waiting for you downstairs." Ayush giggled.

"He's none of that to me." I looked at him seriously.

"Still doesn't explain the hickey you had." He giggled as he rushed away, I rolled my eyes and headed downstairs, Ayush had settled down beside Arnav and they both were talking about something.

"Why are you here Arnav?" I asked, I stood in front of him with my arms folded and I tried to look pretty serious but he was dressed in his favorite see through white t-shirt and it brought back a lot of memories of that day when I slept at his house.

To make it worse I don't know what he had done to his hair but it makes him look so hot, I tried not to stare at him but I couldn't stop.

"I wanted to talk to you." He said.