If This Is Love 2

Part 35

Once I arrived home, I headed straight to my room and shut myself inside, I dint feel like talking to anyone at all about anything at all.

I just couldn't even imagine that Arnav could think that way about me, how could my own boyfriend think so low about me? Why were we even together then?

I was so angry and frustrated, I was so fine until he came in my life, I had no relationship no such dramas and now it seemed like my life had taken a three sixty degree turn and it was just messed.

That's what happens doesn't it? you let people in and they destroy you, just like he did to me by saying all those harsh words to me.

"Khushi." I heard Zion's voice outside the door, he knocked twice but I ignored it.

"Khushi we both know I won't leave unless you talk." He said.

"I need to be alone Zion, please leave me alone, I'll talk to you when I feel like." I said.

"I just want to make sure you are okay, are you okay Khushi?" He asked.

"No Zion I am not okay, please just leave me alone, don't ask me anything anymore, I just want to be alone!"

"Okay calm down, I'm going but if you need me you know where to find me." He said and then walked away leaving me alone finally, I lied down on my bed and stared at the ceiling.

All I wanted to do was built trust between us, tell him about my childhood, why it was difficult for me to be so affectionate, I went there to talk to him not to cheat on him with Stefan, I just couldn't get it, how could he think that way about it?

Stefan and I were just friends, I had been very clear to him that I felt nothing towards him but Arnav, we both knew where we stood in each other's life and just because I hugged him to comfort him for the loss he had dint mean I was cheating.

I mean it would have clearly been okay with him if I was hugging Kitty, Bonnie or Caroline, but it wasn't because I hugged Stefan, why because he was a guy? Or because he had feelings for me? it dint change the fact that he was my friend just like the girls were and I have always been the person that cares about all my friends.

If I could fight some idiot guys for bonnie, or do anything possible to find Zion, I could also hug Stefan and comfort him when he had lost someone special to him, it was me being a friend to him and I don't think there was anything wrong about it.

The both of us were mature enough to know that there could never be anything apart from friendship between us.

Another knock at the door of my room disturbed my thoughts again, and now this was making me angry, why couldn't anyone just let me be alone?

"Zion I said I'll talk to you when I feel like, why can't you leave me alone for heaven sake!" I shouted angrily.

"Khushi... It's me." I heard Arnav's voice, I stood up in surprise immediately.