If This Is Love 2

Part 50

ARNAV'S POV

As I lied down on my bed and reminisced all the memories I had with Khushi, I couldn't believe how fast I went from hating her so much to falling for her, it all happened in a matter of seconds, the more time I spent with her, the more I understood why she was like she was.

I couldn't really point a finger on which exact moment my feelings changed for her, because it dint happen all at once, it was slowly, with each and every moment I spent with her.

I rem the first time I felt different about her, it was the night when I first kissed her, I couldn't believe this girl had never been kissed before, because the way I felt while kissing her was extra ordinary, it was a strange feeling I had.

I was totally flabbergasted until she just decided to walk away suddenly and I was left wondering if I was a horrible kisser, since the all I did was to find excuses to kiss her again, to be around her again, I dint know that one kiss would change my hatred for her. I mean I really hated this girl until I bet with Damon to take her to my bed, all I wanted was to continue hating her the same way when I was done with my bet, but just one kiss and I was starting to feel things I shouldn't.

I mean it had affected me so much that I went back to her place to talk to her about it, and when she said it was a mistake, I felt so angry about it. It was the most beautiful kiss I'd ever had and she was calling it a mistake. Why was this girl up to driving me insane? At that time I dint even know why I felt angry about it, because clearly for me it was a bet and I shouldn't have felt anything about it but I did.

Falling in love happens in the strangest possible way, I mean there was this time I couldn't tolerate Khushi then there came a time when I couldn't tolerate anyone with Khushi.

I still remember that night when she went on a date with Stefan and for the first time in my life I felt like I hated my own friend, I was so freaking jealous.

I hated that she called the kiss between us a mistake and here she was going on dates with Stefan, I mean why? Why was this girl making me so angry and why despite it all I was feeling this weird feelings for her?

I just kept on looking for answers, not knowing what this new feelings were because after what happened to my sister, I had stayed away from relationships, I had no idea what falling in love was like, and here I was falling for her, slowly but deeply.

And then the day came, the day where I realized that whatever that was happening between Khushi and I wasn't just a bet anymore, I knew this was more and I wanted to stop myself but I couldn't.

I don't really remember how she stayed at my place that night, all I can remember is that I was drunk as hell when I met her and then she decided to drop me home, I mean it wasn't like I couldn't remember everything but it was sort of blurry, but the thing I remember well was that I slept peacefully, since my sister passed away, maybe it was the first time I slept without waking up at all in the middle of the night.

Anyway the next morning was the most beautiful one, because I woke up next to her, I couldn't believe how gorgeous she looked and I couldn't stop staring at her, and then she was dressed in my white t-shirt which was see through and she had no idea about it, nor did she know how sexy she looked in it and how crazy it was driving me.

Since I met her, she had been driving me crazy one way or the other, at first I hated her and that drove me crazy and now suddenly I had started admiring her and that too was driving me crazy.

It was strange how thinking about each and every memory about us was making me feel happy when right now I should be sad because Khushi dint even want to see my face. I had ruined everything between us.