If This Is Love 2

Part 38

After we all had dinner together, Arnav pretended to leave and then came to my room through the window, I mean my parents were open minded but not very open minded to let my boyfriend stay with me in my room.

It was the first time in life that I ever felt nervous actually, because I was doing something my parents wouldn't agree with and I was scared of how they would react if they found out.I made sure to lock my door, so that no one would just show up suddenly, wow why was I doing something like this again?

Because of this guy that was standing in front of me right now, because I felt good with him, because maybe I actually liked him, yeah he was a jerk and I hated him but now I was starting to kind of like him, it was funny.

"Don't look at me like I'm here to murder you." Arnav giggled.

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes as I walked towards by cupboard, got my night suit and headed to the washroom to change.

"Do you mind if I help you change?" He smirked.

"Of course I mind, you were here to sleep on the couch do that." I said as I headed inside and locked the door, you couldn't trust Arnav, he might just push the door open and walk in.

Once I was done changing, I walked out and Arnav was actually lying on the couch busy staring at his phone, since when did the bad boy start behaving like a good boy?

I grabbed a blanket and threw it at him, he smiled as I headed to my bed and slept hugging my pillow, we were silent for a while until he spoke.

"Khushi, can I ask you a question?" he asked.

"Sure."

"Do you think that whatever that happened in the past has affected how you've grown up as a person? I mean there must be a reason you hate guys so much."

"I don't hate them Arnav, I just used to push them away, I even wonder how Zion and I became friends actually. You see I might not have known what had happened but it was there somewhere deep inside my mind, and it just made me fear.

So I just used to keep myself away from guys, luckily I could even scare them off but then you came and you would just let me be. You wanted your nose in all of my business, it was kind of irritating." I laughed.

"So with me, do you feel that fear or not?" he asked.

"I don't know, it's there but I believe you wouldn't do anything wrong to me." I sighed. He dint say anything after that, he just covered himself with the blanket properly and shut his eyes to get some sleep.

I kept on staring at him until I fell asleep too, it was quite surprising that a guy like Arnav who was always all over me, was in the same room with me the entire night but all he did was to sleep on the couch and talk to me. I liked this, it was cute.

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I woke up at my usual time, Arnav was yet asleep so I let him sleep as I headed to take a long shower, I washed my hair too, it had become kind of oily and I always liked letting my hair open so oily hair dint work for that.