Fated

chapter 4

[Josh]

"Look at you pup growing up , you no longer that pup following your father around but you learning and i know you will be a good Alpha one day" those were the last words my mother uttered when she was murdered , when the rouges killed her not only had they killed my mother but father's soul, from that day on wards my father never became the same , throughout i watched my father became a shadow of himself ,abandoning all his duties not only as the alpha of the pack but as my father, his actions led to the downfall of the Blackwood pack, throughout his abandon and mourning his pack ,they had been more Rouges attack, actually no let me rephrase it my father was the most merciless alpha Blackwood had ever had until he found his mate , everyone knew how much a mate weakened you hence he let his guard down and the rouges had successfully killed the Luna of this pack which led me to two things. One my hate for Rouges and two my dislike of having a mate but because am nor moon goddess favorite she provides me with one. All my life I've spent training to be a alpha , at the age of 13 years my father sent me thousand km away from home to the school of Alphas and Beta, the training is rather something i don't say , having Alpha blood on my system made me different from other ware's , my shift wasn't on the 18th birthday but 16 , 2 years of not finding a mate i was happy that maybe i wasn't provided with one ,i wasn't even looking for one while i had friends desperate for a mate , Mark the future Beta was looking desperately for his mate , women threw themself at him but as usual he rejected them and he would say and i quote 'am keeping myself for my mate so we can share that special moment our first time together ' his exact words exactly. 3 months before i would officially be alpha i was suspended from the school because of the much trouble i was in, i had built quite a reputation for my anger issues and being a womanizer which am not ashamed not even a least ,my father thought am just spoilt little brat and he had to send me here just for me to learn responsibility which was utterly ridiculous, I swear the first day here Jas was uneasy and fighting to come out ripping the rouges into half but i had to hold myself , Vamps and Ware's are known to have war for years now and yet again as an Alpha i had the need to reap them apart but yet again i had to hold myself at that, I had to take out my anger on the training. Jas was unusual happy today from the early morning waking up his happiness was affectionate.

"No trouble" my father shouted as i walked away leaving him , throughout the journey to school i wasn't in the mood while well thats my everyday thing for the past week since i came to this school.

"What’s wrong with you" i asked confused at his pacing the near we got to school the pacing got worse ,he was even awfully howling, i shook my head as i went to my business class, this wasn't my favorite school and i didn't see the need since i knew everything i would be dealing on the pack, I had learnt everything the past few years , responsibility ,well i didn't see what i could learn from this place , i was already on the countdown until i leave this place.

"Josh Holloway " i turned from my locker looking at Maeve the leader of the cheerleaders ,she wasn't exactly women i bed , batting her eyelashes continuously she smiled at me walking to where i was standing ,i had to notice the flirting signs at that. "So my parents are throwing me my 18th birthday this weekend so i was wondering would you mind coming" she asked i wasn't interested but before i could protest a vanilla scent filled my nostrils , i had the urge to follow the scent but it neared every second i got anxious.

"So..." Maeve's voice trailed as my eyes left hers glancing at her back , capturing my attention i looked at her my eyes couldn't stop themselves from watching her ,her sweet vanilla smell capturing my nostrils and made them dance , a mere watch on her i felt my jeans tightening on my groin , i fought the urge to jump on her and reap apart the jeans she was wearing , the urge to declare her as mine and mark her.

"Mate" Jas snapped me off my trance , i had a mate , why did i have one i didn't want one who would weaken me i had seen the results from my father, i wanted to hurt her ,i wanted her to hate me i did what i could do best , not caring what Maeve was saying my hands circled around her and pulled her for a kiss, unlike all the women I've kissed it was different it lacked something. "Well duh its not Mate" Jas said scoffing .

"What was that about" Maeve said blushing i rolled my eyes at that before forcing a smile on my face.

"I'll definitely show up at the party" she blushed before walking away ,i folded my arms watching my mate struggling to open the locker when she finally did i feel the pull toward her my feet unintentionally walked towards her. I closed the locker she had half of her face in , i wince when i slam making my ears ring for few minutes before they start working, seeing that it startle her knowing the scream i put my hand over her mouth not wanting attention, stupid mate bond , my brain snapped as i felt my skin getting goosebumps the only confirmation that informs me that she indeed was my mate, i closed my eyes enjoying her vanilla smell but the faint burning tinder filled my nostrils immediately making feel a little dizzy thats when i snapped my eyes open this is not fucking happening.

"Rouges " i snapped my eyes open pissed off while would i be mated with a rouge  "you have got to be fucking kidding me" i continued snatching my hand away her , the process made Jas whimper in pain "What’s you name" i demanded  using  my alpha tone knowing she won't be able to resist.

"Li...Lizzy Miller" she nervously answered, i close my eyes enjoying taking her vanilla scent for the last time, Jas was pissed he was ready to mark her then and there.

"I Josh Holloway Alpha of Blackwood pack reject you Lizzy Miller as my mate and future Luna of Blackwood " those words left a bad taste of my mouth Jas scoffed at that.

'Asshole" he snapped i knew he was angry at me , we don't see eye to eye from time to time so this wasn't knew.

"I Lizzy Miller accept your reject and i will continue be a unmated rouge"  Jas whimpered at that 'she can still accept us' he said making me roll my eyes at him the moon goddess must have made a mistake

[Lizzy]

I couldn't hold back the tears that kept falling , my chest was closing in and i could feel the pain of my heart breaking , he rejected us ,he rejected me , knowing i couldn't stay here breath the same air as him , i found myself bunking school yet again, i pushed my whole bag in the locker before using the back entrance leading to the woods  not caring to get rid of my clothes i shifted running away , leaving my clothes teared apart , forgetting that this was a town they were few humans around but this was the woods they hardly came this side, i ran as far as my feet could carry me before i found myself far from home, far from school , this place was peaceful ,i said there admiring my white fur on the pond before sitting down , i felt alone like i had no one , i felt like i lack something in me , maybe if i wasn't a Rouge he would have accepted me. A snap made me immediately alert i stood up looking around but it was empty i realize then that the person was maybe far but due to my impaired hearing i heard them from distance ,i stood there waiting for the person to come out but to my surprise not one but three rouge stood besides me , unlike pack members Rouge were not obliged to protect each other but they could attack one another without a care because we had no alpha to control us. Defensively i stood there watching any light movement knowing i won't give up without a fight , they stood ready to attack me.

"Am in trouble" i mind link Alex knowing it might even take time till he reach me ,or he might reach me too late for that matter.