Fated

chapter 22

(JOSH)

i close my eyes yet again listening to the burning taste of whisky , frustration takes over me when i try breathing but fail, my chest moves rapidly up and down repeatedly, i hate this feeling, i hate not knowing anything, i hate being helpless like this, i hate no being in control.

"I found this near the north borders" Aaron said i closed my eyes imagining the pain she must have felt, the syringe displayed right on my face and wolf bane filling my nostrils i gag "we know no wolf would use this" he says his eyes telling me exactly what he thinks, Jas scoffed ready to attack him forhis suggestion.

"She is alive i can still feel the mate bond , i can still feel her helplessness" i answered honestly he nodded heaving a loud sigh , trying yet for the thousand times to communicate with her but i fail,nothing she was out of our borders after all.

"calculating the distance hunters wouldn't use a car because of the loud engine we would spot them miles away and they wouldn't go on foot considering they get tired fast so it means they close by they must have a hideout somewhere " Martin responds putting his hand in his pocket. "But we just don't know where they camping we cant quite locate their scent nor hers" he said i looked away from them to the window.

"Clearly they have a personal vendetta hunters hate anything that isn't human they would had long killed her or attacked us but non of those had happened "i said trying to piece the puzzle together and for the 100th time i come out empty, Ben enters the office empty handed.

"We couldn't locate her anywhere near the south borders , nor the rouge brother" he said i sigh pushing my head onto the window now i understand why my father had been horrible the past few years since the death of his mate.

"Martin the has to be something we missing, if indeed they hunters then they not far go back and look properly " i said defeated yet i knew i didn't have the privilege of giving up.
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The pack was on the verge and panicking since the rouges attack,they had done some damages to the pack and we lost a few of our warriors but that was the least of my worries ,a week thats how long it has been ,my mind hadn't been on full drive or actively fully ,i couldn't sleep properly and yet again i couldn't think properly.

"Her brother had dissappeared into thin air" Aaron said yet again budging into the office had it been other days i would be fussing not today. "But i have news,Luna isn't the only missing person ,the blood moon pack is missing the princess " he informed i sigh.

"What has that got to do with lizzy's missing" i asked he shoved the syringe into the table i flinch internally knowing wolf bane was there.

"They dissappeared the same way as the Luna out of the pack's borders the difference is that she sneaked out to see her Mate" he said yet again i couldn't figure out any pattern in this.

"We find the connections between these two we solve the mystery" he added yet again , had you ever felt so useless , like you a failure, i shouldn't have let her leave my site,this is exactly what i hated about having a mate.

"Not only that since we think its hunters , they must be not far from our pack yet again not far from Blood moon pack"Aaron added.

"What is this i hear about the pack losing its warriors "yet again my father budged in ,i couldn't help myself but stare ,he had aged so rapidly the last few months, his facial hair had overgrown , had i seen him somewhere else i would had passed him ,i hadly recognised him over that huge facial hair ,his weight wasn't that huge anymore ,my heart broke into billions of pieces breaking the remaining peaces from losing my mate ,my own Father was dead only his body remains with us,i tore my eyes away from him not baring to see him like this.

"The was an attack the previous week which lead to the dissappearing of our Luna" i answered bitting my lower lip pushing my eyes onto the window.

"And no one had the audacity to inform me" he answered angrily before dismissing Aaron he walked out immediately.

"How was i suppose to, you had made your room the new home to you and found comfort in the walls" i answered defensive.

"I've been alpha long before you were even born i could had done something you know " he said throwing himself onto the chair opposite.

"As much as i enjoy us challenging each other i don't have the stregth to,i have a mate to find" i said standing up not even knowing where my first stop would be but i would go crazy sitting around.