Fated

chapter 18

(lizzy)

Josh and Alex hadn't seen eye to eye for almost a week they were arguing ,Josh hated and felt disrespected because Alex was telling him what to do , Worsley with his mate hence their bickering but at the end of the day they came with a compromise , although it wasn't easy for Josh to compromise it isn't in their nature. Speaking of Josh he had been doing a great job at avoiding me i had expected a punishment but non had came,even Martin had dissappeared on me for a week now.

"Luna" Aaron's voice boomed on the room , the discomfort on my room and to me grew , around Aaron i wasn't free as i was to Martin.

"Aaron" i answered turning to look at him in the eye,his expression was scary no emotions displayed on his face.

"The car is ready to transport you" he said i closed my eyes exhaling deeply before nodding my head at him. "The Alpha said i should inform you that under no circumstances should you leave the yard or sneak out away from your guards , its a formality to let you know even though the warriors had already been informed" he said.

"Can i go for a run to stretch my legs one last time it's been so long and i don't know when everything will be back to normal" i said .

"No" simple as that he answered before grabbing the suitcase that was on the bed and walked out.

"Can i talk to the alpha " i asked before he even left the door he stood the turning to look at me before tilting his head you can see how annoyed he was.

"The alpha is busy at the moment preparing a meeting with the visiting packs " he said looking at me making sure i have no more question or anything to say when he ensured i had nothing to say he turned and walked out leaving me not knowing i should follow him or not, I shrugged following behind him closely , like he had said the was a car right outside the pack house with the two guards waiting outside, once i was secure inside he closed the door before they had a closed discussion ,i couldn't hear anything because of their whispering making sure i hear nothing, i could feel Dara pacing anxiously before Josh appeared, all she wanted was to jump onto him.

"Will you calm down" i snapped she whimpered immediately i watched them discussing me ,am saying discussing me because they kept  glancing at me once in a while.

(Josh)

Going back and Forth with Jas ,he had been demanding to see his Mate for days now,annoying me in the process , i had been trying very hard to get some work done but it was a waste of time not when half your brain is occupied by someone who is complaining once every chance he got, annoying me in the process,i closed my eyes sighing loudly.

"Am never getting any work done will i" i said defeated knowing exactly i won't, with his anxious the fact that she marked me made me avoid her even more ,but that took a lot in me to do so ,knowing  i can't control the desire to have her,knowing i can't resist her no matter how much i try , it amuse me if this is how she feels everytime. I sigh walking out of the office realising that everyone was probably asleep ,i walked to her room dismissing the two guards at the door.

The urge to kiss her mouth as she slightly parted and she was asleep, the possessive building inside me knowing she would be surrounded by two unmated wolves made me want to cancel the whole thing and stay here with her , my fingers brushed her cheeks and the sparkles shock my body exciting Jas, i know i have to let her go for her safety am still yet to punish Alex, Jas felt disrespected when he second guessed my decision had it not considering our mates safety he would turn the idea down. The night was beautiful , the moon booming under the sky lighting up the night ,the breeze felt good on my fur as my paws kept running, the was nothing refreshing as the night run , my big paws ran taking me to the mountain , i sat there overlooking the pack , my mind couldn't help but wonder had my mother been alive how things would be ,i lost my father the day my mother died, till this day i had never heard the simple word 'I love you' or 'am proud of you' most pups were trained by their Alpha's everything you need to know should you come to age ,i was suppose to had taken over at 16 after my first shift but i wasn't ready then , i felt i needed more time which my father gladly gave me while he was here training the pack and even asked help from the best wolves in the world to train the pack how to kill, every male Wolf who came to age after the first shift had been trained to kill , no not to defend themselves but to actually kill, after his mate's death his schedule consisted of two things , train the pack and go to his room and lock himself up so no one can see him, at 7 years of age i was sent to train how to became a perfect alpha , at just 7 years i couldn't have my childhood enough, i couldn't be children like others but i had to take the big step , when my mother was alive dad had suggested that idea but mom shot down it immediately dad couldn't say no to his mate ,i remember how mom would be so dramatic and blabbing how she would throw a big ceremony for my first shift,how she couldn't wait for that special moment but non of them were ,i had my first shift all alone without my father's guidance , i had my shift alone in that dingy room treated like a soldier going on a mission.

"There you are" Martin said already coming to sit next to me ,his father had practically ran this pack since the death of the Luna because my father wasn't available much for the pack,had it been someone who had evil intentions he would have taken the pack and my dad wouldn't even realise it, since he handed the Alpha role to me i had seen less of him, he practically was non existed towards me, a painful howl left my mouth.

"You've been looking for me" i asked turning away from the moon and turned looking at him ,he too was concentrating on the moon before me ,he was lucky Precious and Lucas were still alive (his parents).

"No Aaron was to make sure you okay before he went to bed ,he was merely doing his job but i told him to not worry " he said.

"How did you know where to find me" i asked turning my attention to look at him fully ,he did the same.

"Because this is where the Luna came to distress and ran away from the pack ,her exact words would be 'taking care of these pups is a role and half and their mothers,they brewing trouble everyone has problems and that alpha is a problem himself,as big as he is he still my big baby ,he is everywhere i am ,my bed,my kitchen, my shopping time ,a lady doesn't get time to herself' oh what was that word again 'darling everyone needs to find that place to relax no matter how dingy it is' yep her exact words" i suppress a laugh thinking back to when she would say that with her legs crossed and a cup of tea in hand , like a true lady she would hold the cup with the three front fingers and the two would be hanging off, i closed my eyes for few moments before opening them, my eyes feel on the yellow eyes down hill on the forest,you couldn't see the shadow but the eyes gave away,the burning tinder smell overtook my nostrils making me growl.