Fated

chapter 30

(Lizzy)

i open my head as a headache striked on my head , i wince holding my head i didn't think that i would drink that hard last night but one drink turned to the other and a whole lot of bottle, i closed my eyes when the events of last night replay on my mind, a spur of moment thing and am glad we both stopped it because it had no emotions nothing, maybe because i see him as a brother more than anything. I open my eyes yet again before falling on Josh he is sitting down lost in his thoughts, i clear my throat wanting his attention but he don't.

"I felt you last night" he says finally looking at me , i keep quite for few minutes and we stay like that for few minutes "is that how you always felt" he ask an unexpected question i gave him a smile.

"That was just a kiss,imagine that times 10 thats how i felt" i answered he closed his eyes for few minutes drinking the water bottle he has on his hands,silence engulf us am tempted to ask about Caelan but he beats me to it when he informs me that he slept with him last night before he left.

"Hey pup" i turned looking at Martin standing at the door he buried his hands on his pockets like he always do, silence stretched among us uncomfortable gaze.

"Look Martin last night was a mistake we were both stressed and drank way too much it shouldn't have happened i see you as nothing but a brother"i say.

"Thank goodness because i feel the exact same way lets even forget about last night it never happened " he said relived, i too am because he felt the same way.

"What never happened " i asked we both laughed at that before he threw himself on the bed like he always does and settle down comfortable.

"I don't remember myself either " he said i shook my head.

"Soo Nancy "i said his smile grew as he turned to look aside he shook his head at that trying to stop the growing smile,indicating he didn't want to talk about it.
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Today was finally the day, i would be recognized as the Luna, my nerves had been sky rocketing every minute, i couldn't help stare at my frail body on the mirror, i could see my bones coming out that's how much weight i had lost, everything was weighing me down the only positive thing happening to me was my son who was growing, I've been kept on the dark with Alex for far too long, i had already lost hope of him surviving but the was last bit of hope right on my gut.

"You will be fine" Josh snapped me out of my thoughts standing on the door, he looked dashing a meal to eat but my thoughts weren't there.

"I didn't see you there" i said turning away from the mirror and looked at him he was folding his arms across his chest looking at me.

"Long enough to see your mind is travelling thousand miles per minute and the worried face you making" he said walking inside the room a smile built in his face before he walked to where i was he slowly descended and buried his nose on my hair brushing it with his nose.

"You smell amazing and look beautiful too" he said burying his head on my neck nuzzling it , i bitten my lower lip trying to supress the moan, i lost the fight because a low moan escaped my mouth he knew how that action made me lose myself, he of all people did. "Let's go our pack is waiting for us" he said walking back and took Caelan from the bed, he was now wide awake and sucking his fist, i couldn't stop adoring the picture infront of me , it had only been two weeks already Caelan looked like a two or three months child he grew faster than a normal pup indicating he was the future Alpha. Josh extended his hand, his affection was just making me somehow uncomfortable knowing Josh he alwas had a motive for everything he did so i knew he wanted something,someone like him was too arrogant to change,his hands settle on my lower expose back i felt uncomfortable on my own skin. My heels echoed on the stairs as i descends,until i was on the clear ,the long table was filled with more than i can count people the loud echoes were silenced by my clear picture.
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I stood under the clear moon shining upon us, i couldn't help but admire the beautiful night that today was, suprisingly my hand had healed and like i had never been cut on it, a part of me was excited to be finally let out well let me say Dara was it had been a long time since she was , i couldn't wait for Caelan to grow up so we could do this together, it was the very first time  i had a run with my mate after the Luna ceremony we decided upon it, for the first time tonight Alpha Titus showed his face. My lungs were filled with air from the racing i was having with Josh, Unlike Alex he didn't purposely let me win but he gave a pretty competition and he won.

"Finally" he said standing on the huge rock overlooking the whole of the pack, everything at this point was visible and the moon was so bright and close that i would reach out and touch it, my stupid self did exactly that raising my paws up before dropping it yet on the ground again comfortable silence engulf us.

"I want to tell you something "Josh said looking  at me before i could answer he turned his head back i followed right where his eyes were, he pushed me behind him immediately and stood protective over me,we were surrounded by 7 Rouges i was damn sure that by morning the pack wouldn't have an Alpha and Luna.