Broken Promises (F.W x reader)

Eight

Y/n POV:

"You gonna show me?" Finn asked through the closed bedroom door. Has he been standing out my closed bedroom door this whole time? I questioned.

"Um...not yet." I said nervously. The truth was I hadn't even got undressed to try it on. It was a short sleeve and it would show my wrists. Also my legs would be visible as well. I couldn't have everyone at this party see that I self harm. I thought about using coverup, but sweating would cause all the concealer off.

"We'll hurry up. I want to see you in it!" Finn said in a rude but kind voice. What was causing him to be kind randomly? Like this morning he was hurting me and now he's all kind what the acting fuck is up with this boy.

I undressed and put the dress on. I looked at myself in the mirror. My wrists looked like I was attacked by a cat. And my legs looked like a piece of paper that a child cut up with scissors. I wanted to cry, but I held back my tears. I looked at my cuts for a few minutes and I felt the urge to get get stronger. I just wanted to see them bleed, and life's been so hard lately.

"What is taking so long, seriously?" Finn said in a joking tone.

"I'm almost done." I said through my tears. I quickly put on a pair of leggings under the dress to hide my legs and I put a jacket on to hide my arms. I then wiped away my tears and opens the door. Finn looked my up and down. He seamed confused.

"It looks amazing on you, but what's with the jacket and leggings? It's gonna be hit when everyone gets here." He said as he looked at my leggings.

"Oh....well I'm always cold." I lied while I faked a smile.

"Oh. Ok. Well everyone's gonna be here in an hour." He said looking at my eyes. "You ok your eyes are red and puffy?" He asked looking concerned.

"I'm fine. Just allergy's from walking home." I lied. He smiled lightly at me then walked down stairs. I then closed the door and sat down at my small vanity, and began looking for a good makeup look on Pinterest.

~Finns pov:
I got down stairs and the Catored food arrived. I had a fancy sea food place cator for the party tonight. I couldn't get y/n off my mind. What was her problem? I knew she was lieing about allergy's. She was crying and lied about it but why? I tried to shake off the thought.

I really don't know why I cared so much. I hate her....I hated her? I questioned. I knew I hated y/n in the past but do I still hater her.....yes! What type of question even is that! I thought to myself. She broke the only promise you ever made her keep! I thought to myself, but then again if she hadn't broke the promises I would of gotten hurt.

I snapped out of my thoughts, when I heard the door bell ring. I rushed to the door and opened it. Half the school was here! This was gonna be an epic party, I thought to myself. They all rushed in and I made a big announcement that the pool was heated. I relized that Sadie wasn't here yet, and I hoped she was ok.

My phone chimed.

Mom: make sure y/n eats something! Please! I'm really worried about her!

             Finn: ok I will mom :)

I sent the text then I relized that y/n wasn't even done stairs. I went upstairs to check on her. I knocked on her door and she opened it up.

"Hey, a lot of people are here." I told her.

"Oh. Ok." She said calmly.

"Have you eaten anything today?" I jumped right into the question. She studied my face and I could see the tears forming.

"Yeah I ate at lunch." She said with a light smile.

"Ok that's good. Well come get some dinner." I said tugging her arm a little.

"Maybe later....I had a really big lunch." She told me with a half smile.

"Y/n please come eat." I begged her a little.

"I said later." She had an annoyed tone.

"Ok well if you don't come down in half an hour And eat something, I will come up here and force feed you." I said with a joking tone. Honestly though was I joking? She hasn't been eating lately and she's so skinny!

"Ok, I'll be down in ten to get some food." She told me. I could tell she was trying to make me happy, so I smiled at her then left her room closing the door behind me.

Author note: well I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Good night! I'm so tired from school!