Broken Promises (F.W x reader)

Eleven

Finn pov:
I walked upstairs feeling upset that I didn't just do what I had wanted to do. I wanted to run up to her and kiss her but I didn't. I've honestly always been In love with y/n, but when we were eleven Jack stole her from me, and then we had our argument when we were twelve. I didn't want to tell her that the main reason why I hated her was because she started dating Jack and not me.

I'm glad that she broke our promise though when we were kids. I was being dumb that night. I kept hanging out with the older kids who did drugs and broke laws. I was planning on sneaking out to a party they were having and I told y/n about it. I'll never forget when I made her promise not to tell, but she told anyways.

I used to find her so cute when we were younger. She used to have long hair that reached her waist. She always wore black shinny boots with a dress. Y/n always smiled and laughed, but lately her smile and laugh have disappeared. Even when her parents where alive she never seamed truly happy.

Today when she opened up to me about her issues with eating I realized how much I didn't know about her. She was good at hiding her secrets and her faults. I hope she is ok. I'm worried about her. She just seams a little off.

I crawled into bed and flicked off my lamp. I couldn't get y/n out of my head as I tried to sleep. I was falling for her, but I knew I shouldn't be. She's hiding something I can tell. Also her family she had no one, and what if I fall for her and she breaks my heart again? I can't leave her! She has no one, so I'll be stuck having to accept that she broke me.

-y/n POV:

After I washed the dish I walked up stairs. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face. Then I walked to my room. My room was across Finns and I noticed all his lights were off. I didn't want to be alone tonight. I wasn't in a good state to be alone tonight.

I walked into my bedroom and picked out some Pjs. I decided to wear an over sized long sleeve that was white and had yellow sleeves. It was my dads old shirt. I missed him a lot. I went to the laundry room and grabbed the basket that Finn put my bedding into earlier today. I then went back to my room and put all my sheets back onto my bed.

I couldn't fall asleep I just stared at the ceiling and tried to get comfy. Then I sat up in bed and walked out my room. I walked across my my door to Finns door. I knocked lightly, and waited for a response.

"Y/n is that you?" A voice from behind me sprang out. I turned around to see Finn. "Y/n are you o-" I interupted him with a kiss. I pulled away realizing he didn't kiss me back. He had a confused look on his face. I guess I took him by shock.

"Finn?" I asked. "I'm sorry, I-I don't know what came over me." I explained. I honestly don't know why I kissed him, it just felt like I had to.

"Y/n it's ok, you just surprised me. Are you ok tho?" Finn sounded worried.

"Yeah. I just can't sleep. I don't want to be alone." I told Finn as I studied his face.

"If you want you can spend the night in my room. I have a couch in there and I'll sleep on the couch." Finn offered.

"Are you sure?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said with a smile. I walked into Finns room and crawled into his bed. I felt safe, he gave me a sense of safety. I felt myself beginning to doze off, and at that moment I realized, oh shit! I'm in love with Finn Wolfhard!

Author note: well I hope you like where this story is going. Also I'm sorry if I offenders anyone with the kissing. Kissing Doesn't count as sexualizing right? Well I love you guys and I hope you have a great day I actually wrote this during classes 😂