Broken Promises (F.W x reader)

Twenty seven

Finn pov:

I woke up to see it was completely dark. Had I really slept the whole day. I wondered as I looked over at y/n she was curled up on my stomach. I knew I needed to wake her, so we could try to find a main road to get back home. I felt bad as I shook her awake.

"Y/n?" I asked. She didn't move. "Y/n?!" I whisper yelled. She woke up and amediatly up.

"Yes!?" She asked on alert.

"We need to get a move on." I told her.

"Okay." She agreed. Then we crawled out of the cut down hallow tree. We looked around making sure the boss Linda and her men weren't in sight. Then we began to walk in a random direction in the woods. The moon was our only source of light, and we didn't hear any animals which was good.

The temperers started to drop quickly though out the night, but I held y/n close to me to keep her warm. Her sweater didn't help her much. We walked in the woods and the only sound was the sound of our boots crunching on the leafs and twigs.

"Y/n?" I asked. She looked up at me and smiled the moon light hit her face. She was truly beautiful.

~Y/n POV:

Finn asked called my name and was bout to ask me a question to something.

"Yes?" I asked Finn. He was so cute but hair was so curly and he seamed wide awake.

"Can I ask you something?" Finn asked me as he studied my face.

"Of course." I said with a kind smile.

"Why do you do it?" He asked with sad eyes. I didn't understand.

"Do what?" I asked him clearly confused.

"Hurt yourself? Why would a beautiful girl like you cut your body?" Finn questioned and I watched his face expression. He clearly didn't understand why people self harm. I looked down at the ground avoiding eye contact with him.

"Y/n. I asked you a question." Finn told me in an annoyed tone. He was clearly upset that I didn't explain it to him.

"Because Finn. It helps." I told him. I was trying to put it simple.

"How? Your literally hurting yourself." Finn clearly didn't understand how any of this worked.

"Well Finn, it stops me from killing myself." Finns jaw dropped. "Cutting is my way of coping. It helps me feel enough pain to remember that I'm alive! It also helps make the pain not hurt as much!" I explained to him. I had an annoyed tone, and I felt bad for being annoyed about Finn asking these questions. He clearly just wanted to understand why I was doing this to myself.

"I'm sorry. I just wanted to understand why you would ever hurt yourself." Finn explained. Now I felt like a bitch. He seamed truly sorry and I wanted him to know that he shouldn't be sorry for asking questions about something he doesn't understand. The truth was I was just on edge with all the shit that was happening!

"No, don't be sorry. I'm just confused about my parents and Linda." I tried to sound sincere.

"I get it." Finn nodded. "Can you promise me something?" Finn asked me.

"What's the promise?" I asked.

"That you won't cut anymore." Finn said stopping in hai tracts. I stopped to the pulled out my pinky like we did when we were kids.

"I promise!" I said as I intertwined my pinky with Finns. We began to walk again but I stopped and so did Finn. I leaned close to Finn and he leaned in close to me. We started to kiss. I loved his soft lips. He made me feel safe. I ran my finger through his hair, before we parted. We began to walk again. I had no idea if we were getting more deeper into the woods or closer to a road!

Author note: ahh sorry sort chapter! I lost hope today, but I'm doing better my sister helped me! I hope your doing good! Also I'm not sexualizing it's just a kiss! -Ry💕