Broken Promises (F.W x reader)

Nine

Y/n POV:

It had been two hours since Finn came into my room. I was really thankful that he hadn't come back up because the idea of food made me want to hurl. I missed my parents a lot lately especially since it was the holiday seasons.

I noticed the house was quieting down so I looked out the window and noticed most of the cars were gone there was only like two left. I felt bad that I didn't come down stairs to enjoy Finns party, but I didn't feel like it.

I decided to stop working one homework since It was the weekend and I decided to watch some Netflix. I got up out of my stool that was at my desk and I changed into sweet pants and a grey hoody. Honestly the house was kind of warm but due to my previous decisions I had to hide my scars.

I logged into the computer and sat on my bed. I scrolled through Netflix for a little bit and tried to figure out what to watch. After about half an hour from scrolling through I still hadn't chosen a show. I heared a knock on  door and I answered with a come in.

"Hey." Finn said as he opened my bedroom door and walked in. "Everyone from the party left." He said with a sad face. He had red eyes like he had been crying.

"Oh ok. Are you ok?" I asked him giving him a concerned face expression.

"Yeah I'm fine, Sadie broke up with me." He responded, he seamed sad at first but then he brushed it off. "I guess she found someone better, and she said she dosent feel like she can trust me being around other girls. That hurt a lot! I'm responsible and I'd never cheat!" Finn continued, getting a little defensive.

"Well I mean I never liked her. She was rude and was always flirting with all the boys at school." I told him being honest. (A/n: I love Sadie and it's just for the story) He looked at me with a half smile.

"Well anyways how was your night? I noticed you didn't come down stairs." Finn asked me with a smile that turned into a frown.

"It was good I got ahead on all my homework for a few weeks. And I didn't really feel like partying." I told him.

"Well what did you eat?" He asked. He sounded generally interested, which was kind of weird.

"Oh um... I-I." I didn't know what to say, I hadn't ate anything.

"Did you seriously think I'd forget? Y/n, you have to eat! And I know you didn't eat lunch so don't give me that bullshit!" He raised his voice at me. "Why aren't you eating? That's it! I will force you to eat! I wasn't joking! It's not healthy to starve yourself! How long has this been going on!?" He yelled at me, then he asked me the question that I feared.

I studied his face, it was pink from all his yelling. His expression was worried and there was no smile.

"I-I...I can't eat, ok?" I replied.

"No! Not ok y/n!" Finn said in a calmer voice this time.

"It's hard for me to eat....I have been eating but I can't keep most of it down....so I stoped eating all together after last night." I told Finn, honestly I didn't know why. I didn't understand why he cared. He hates me. I began to cry and Finn looked at me worried. 

Finn grabbed my weak tires body and pulled me into a hug. I cried in his arms. His arms were comforting, they gave me a sense of safety and trust.

"Shshsh." He whispered in my ear. I looked up at him with my eyes full of tears, and my makeup was everywhere.

"This happened because my parents died two weeks ago in a car crash, on there way to work." I told Finn the truth. The truth hurt and it broke me. I began to cry again and Finn grabbed me and pulled me back into the hug. He didn't say anything, he just rocked me and held me.

We did this for about twenty minutes until I ran out of tears from dehydration. I hadn't drank anything all day either.

"Hey it's gonna be ok. Your not alone, y/n. I'm here! Okay? I'm here! And I'm not gonna leave you!" Finn told me as we both let go of each other. I looked at Finn as I wiped away my tears. "Come y/n. Let's start out small, I'm gonna make you some soup." Finn said as he helped pull me up from my bedroom floor.

Author note: I love you and you matter!💕