~~~I walked back into the living room and saw Asia in the kitchen grabbing something to drink. I leaned against the counter and took a deep breath. She looked over her shoulder and kept staring into the fridge. " You ok Nessa? "
" Yes and no...Dustin basically said that I need to stop pushing his affection away. Like I'm not trying to, it's just weird to have somebody be this sweet and nice without a reason to "
" Maybe it's because he actually cares about you. Listen, I know that you're scared but he really likes you. Just be yourself, stop being so insecure " She smiled and walked back into her room then shut the door. Honestly, she is right but how..? How can you just give up your insecurities so fast when you don't even feel positive about yourself?
I sigh loudly and walked out of the kitchen after I turned the light off. After rushing back into the room, because of the absolute darkness that I was in, I bumped into Dustin coming out of the bathroom with his clothes and a towel around his neck. I looked at him up and down, he had on some pajama pants the usual no shirt and his hair was wet.
He smiled and poked my cheeks while laughing at my blank face. I came back to reality and followed him into our room and sat on the end of the bed. " Hey mamas, you look upset "
" Hmm? Oh no I'm fine, I was just zoned out that's all " I softly smiled and he stood in front me. Of course I'm taken back by this handsome ass guy, who only has on pants and no shirt, who is also just staring into my soul. " Can I help you sir "
" Damn I can't admire you " He laughed and leaned down to kiss me. I hesitated at first, just because of everything that he said I finally thought about it a lot more. I also felt him smack his lips and he flicked my nose. " Vanessa I'm going to fight you bruh, give me some loveeeee " He wined like a baby and laid on me, wet hair and all.
He started tickling me and I couldn't help but laugh...and I mean I was pretty much dying. I finally kissed him back and he stopped almost instantly. His lips felt soft, like this was my first time kissing him again. They felt like home, like comfort, yet security. We eventually ended our little kissing session and I grabbed my clothes and opened the door.
" Uhh where are you going? " Dustin ran some product in his hair which made his curls more fluffy.
" I was about to change clothes, I wanna lay down and get comfortable too " I laughed and leaned on the door frame. " Am I allowed to do that "
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Romansa~ In which a insecure girl tries to find confidence, all while dealing with her biggest fear, being loved. ~