Andita : Mending Her Heart

Tu Ruthe Mai Manau

The next day, Bondita was determined to seek his Apology, but she was scared too, what if he would ignore her, she can bear anything but his ignorance, people say  she is ride arrogant cold hearted person, but in front of him, she don't know what happens to her, she know if she is ice then he is the fire and she just melt everytime he is near.

She dont know what all she has planned will work or not but she has to do, do to please him, since she cant see him angry.

She asked Sumati to go to shopping, though she did felt ashamed for outing her from her own house, but what can she do, she needed alone time with him to apologise for er every mistake.

She decorated the room they were given with flowers just like he did to her cabin, in same manner, then she put his favourite sweets that she herself made, and in walls were pasted poetry 's that she wrote in years when they were seperated, everytime she missed him,

Soon she heard some footsteps and she know its him so she hided behind a door, whereas Anirudh was getting restless it has been hours he hasn't seen her and he was getting worried by now, he entered the room which was dark in order to check if she was present.

But as soon as he switched the lights on, he was surprised he felt as the room consist all the memories he shared with her, as soon as he saw the flowers, he remembered the day he met her again after years, as he saw the sweets, he know she baked him, he remembered the time when as a child she used to cook for him, and his heart was happy, he was happy knowing that she remember all the things just like him, soon he went to the first page that was consisting the poetry she wrote around 10 year back it was her first one, it read

'' Dur hai par tera saya hai mujhpe, 》 you are far away but still I am under your shelter

Jane kyu bharosa hai tujhpe 》 don't know why but I have faith in you

Mai nasamajh, gyani hai tu 》 am silly/mindless, you are the wise one

Mai dhul hun, asaman tu, 》 am dust, you are the sky

Mai hun is mitti se hi, villayati babu hai tu, 》 am from this soil, you are from abroad(as in foreign return)

Phir bhi mil hi jaenge, mil jaise saanjh aur savera, 》 still we will meet, just like dusk and dawn

Tu paraya hokar lagta apna sa 》 you feel to be mine despite being alien to me

Rishta tera mera, rista tera mera 》 relation between you and me, relation between you and me.

Anirudh remember the time when they spent together reading it, he reminisced his old memories with her
He moved to read other letters and reading it he realised the moments they spent together, he realised hpw much she missed him too just like him
When he was done reading the last one he had tears but a big smile on his face, as soon as he turn he saw her holding her ears,

'' Maaf kr dijie na Anirudh babu, mujhe, bhut buri hu na mai, pr aap maaf nhi krenge apni Bondita ko '' she said but he stood there silent processing the entire thing in his brain, while she took his silence as his rejection so she started doing sit ups holding her ears

'' Dekhiye na, ab toh uthak baithak bhi kr rhi hu, pav dhuk rha hai, fir bhi kr rhi hu '' she said cutely.

While Anirudh smiled remembering the time she made him do sit ups.

And seeing his smile she stopped.

'' Maaf kr diya na aapne? '' she asked with hope.

'' Haa, pr tb jb tum mujhe mere favourite sweets khilaogi '' he said with a playful smile.

And they both sat, Anirudh sitting close to her while Bondita was serving him his favourite sweets.

'' Pr inme mera sbse jyada  favourite sweet toh hai hi nhi '' he said seeing the plate in which Bondita put all the sweets.

'' Nhi hai, pr aisa kaise ho skta hai '' she saod disappointed her hands seperating all the sweets checking if she missed any.

Anirudh in a swift motion holded her hand, and put his one hand on the chair she was sitting and caged her in between his arms, Bondita 's breathe getting heavy and her cheek' s turning redder.

He was coming close to her while she just closed her eyes felling his heavy breath on her face, her lips being slightly parted.

'' Rasogulla toh hai hi nhi '' he said coming close to her ears, while she opened her eyes quickly, she was shocked, while Anirudh quickly backed away and he was having a teasing smiling.

'' Huh '' Bondita spoke calming her racing heart down.

'' Kyu, tumne kuch aur socha tha kya Bondita? '' Anirudh teased her, knowing clearly what she did expected.

'' N.. Nhi, mai bhala kuch aur kyu sochungi, aap khaiye na '' she finally after lot of efforts spoke.

'' Acha, vaise mujhe mera favourite sweet mila nhi, pr bhut jld mai vo taste krke rhunga '' Anirudh said and there was something in his voice that just made Bondita blush harder.

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Uhmmm.. So how was it, yup i used rtm version for the letter, because I think that would be the best, english translation are written along it.

Thank you