Alive Amongst The Dead [BxB] COMPLETED

Chapter Twenty One

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Levis pov

I sigh as i stare at the fire ahead of me. It's so beautiful, the flames dancing in the wind, it looks so free yet so trapped.

It's currently 6am and the sun is about to rise. We both got up early for no reason and couldn't fall back to sleep due to how cold it is.

I look over to Reese before back to the fire. We've been a couple for more than four months now and as happy as i am, the words Simon said a while back hurt me, partly because they may be true.

I just need him to tell me straight up, if he just wants the fun side of a relationship with anyone or if he really likes me.

I just need to know that he likes me for me.

Just ask him Levi, what do you have to lose?

Just ask him.

Do it.

Do it.

Do it!

"Do you love me?"

I feel my eyes widen. I didn't mean to ask that, did i? I mean i guess thats what i was wondering but-

"No."

I freeze, as if my whole body is caving in on itself.

"And you don't love me either." He stands up and walks away. I stand and begin to follow him. "Yes i do." I cringe at how pathetic i sound.

"No Levi, you love the idea of romance and something close to a normal life, you don't love me and i don't love you." I stop following him, as if the words hit me like a truck.

I watch the sun rise ahead of me, his figure disappearing into the forest probably to go find more fire wood.

He doesn't mean what he said right.

I groan and walk back over to the fire.

God Levi stop trying to convince yourself that he's in love with you. I sigh at my own thoughts. Maybe he's right? But my feelings... they feel so real!

Ugh why is love so complicated?

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Simons pov

I take another bite of my chip. "I can't believe he said that, i mean i knew it would happen but i cant believe he actually said it." He shrugs and plays with his fingers.

"You told me he would say it, so i guess i should have expected it." I smile softly at him. "I'm sorry it didn't work out for you Levi." He sighs and takes a sip of his drink.

Silence fills the gap between us. Perhaps nows a good time to finally ask him what i've been wondering for so long.

"Can i ask you a question?" He nods. "Who did it?" He freezes, as if the question came as a huge shock to him.

"Both of us." I sigh. "Levi be honest, i'm not gonna tell anyone." He shakes his head. "We both did it. I don't remember who exactly was one but we was both part of it." I nod not wanting to push for more answers as he clearly seems upset.

I need to get an answer from him sooner or later.

I can't allow Levi to take the blame and i know it wasn't him i just need him to admit it to me.

But how?

He clearly isn't up to speaking on the subject, and Reese definitely wont.

I guess i'll just have to drag it out of him at some point.

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Reeses pov

I sigh as i look over at the small boy.

I didn't mean to hurt him, i just had to be honest. I mean it's not like i don't love Levi because fuck i do, i love him so bad and part of me knows he really does love me too.

But we can't have that between us.

It will hurt him too much, so i have to resist my feelings even if that means hurting him.

"Kitten?" He hums softly, not taking his eyes of the sky. "I'm sorry." He smiles. "Why?"

I sigh and lie down next to him.

"Because of this morning." I bite my lip, trying to stop myself from explaining why and that i'm so deeply in love with him that it kills me not to say it.

"It's ok, you was just being honest." I squeeze my eyes closed. God this is killing me. I look over to him and study his face. He has small freckles littering his cheek bones, his pale slim face has a rosy patch across his cheek as if he's always blushing and his lips are soft and smooth, some how not becoming chapped in the cold winter air.

I sigh and stand up, not being able to look at his pained face any longer. I hold out my hand and smile down at the small boy. "Come to bed." He looks at me before hesitantly taking my hand, allowing me to pull him up.

I watch him walk ahead and smile softly.

I'll tell him i love him one day before my time is up, no matter when that is.

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A//N
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