I don't have a life anymore. I really didn't have a life before, but now I especially don't because all I do is stay at home with Bella. Which is not a bad thing at all. I mean I love her, but sometimes I want a break. I did have one good friend that was my only friend while I was pregnant. She used to come over a lot to see Bella, but now she never calls me or anything. Phone rings.
Unknown
Hey girly.. If your not taking care of your baby I would like to talk to you.
Who is this?
Unknown
Just meet me after school at the bathrooms.
Ok.
Sent.
Who the hell could that be. Its not Lily. Lily is the girl I was talking about earlier... Should I go? Maybe I will bring Bella and Justin. I should go tell him. Speaking of the devil, Justin came upstairs and into my room.
"Hey babe can I ask you something?"
"Sure sweety of course." Justin sat on my bed.
"I got a text from someone telling me to meet them after school by the bathrooms today. Can you come with me?"
"Yeah of course.. Are you going to school today though?"
"No my mom isn't gonna be home to take care of Bella while I'm gone. I'm staying home today to take care of her."
"Do you want me to?"
"No.. Its your senior year. Pass your classes. Graduate."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes go."
"Mkay." He walked out.
On weekdays my mom watches Bella while I'm at school. Most of the time I have to run to Justin's car so I get home quick. I feel bad for making Mom do that, so I try to stay home sometimes so she can go out. Today she has a bunch of appointments to run Jessie and Derek to. Yay I stay home with Bella. I love staying with her. She is my whole life.
I didn't get any sleep last night, because she was up all night screaming and crying. I was up for three hours then fell asleep for an hour. She started crying again so I got up again and stayed up with her till the morning. Now its 8:50am and I'm so tired. I have been trying to get her to fall asleep for a while now. She likes when I run my fingers on her head. It really relaxes her. That's what I was doing. She started to fall asleep then I got up to put her in her crib, and she woke up again. Its like she only will fall asleep in my arms. I need to sleep so I put her in her crib and laid down. She cried for a while but stopped after 10 minutes. I looked in her crib just to make sure she was okay. She fell asleep. Yes!!! Finally! I laid down and fell asleep too.
After a while my phone rang. It was my alarm to feed Bella. It was 1:00pm. I looked in Bella's crib and she was still asleep. I put my finger under her nose to see if she was still breathing just in case. She was breathing so she was just tired. I set another alarm for 2:15 and fell back asleep.
My alarm went off again. It was 2:15. Bella was awake just not crying.. She must have just woken up. I picked her up and breastfed her. After I was done I got her in an outfit and got myself ready so I could take Bella for a walk. By the time we are done with the walk I can go to the school for my assignments and to see who texted me.
I put Bella in her stroller and went outside and started our walk. I always talk to her about the nature and about her family. When we got to the school the bell rang. School is out. I walked into the school campus and got stared at the whole way in. Whatever I'm used to it. I walked into each of my classes and when I was walking to my last class I felt someone grab me from the back. I looked behind me and saw Justin.
"Holy shit Justin you scared me."
"Sorry. Babe why didn't you just text me and ask me to get your assignments?"
"Because I wanted to do it. Besides Bella wanted to meet my teachers." I laughed.
"Okay whatever." He jokingly said as he went in to kiss me.
Every time I went into a classroom my teachers always wanted to pick her up and hold her. They are all asking g the same question. Is it hard for your age to be taking care of a baby? The answer is always the same. Yes. After I got my last assignment Justin walked me over to the bathrooms where I saw her. Jessica. I hate her. She always used to be the ringleader for making fun of me. One time she squeezed me in a guys locker. So when the guy opened his locker I was stuck in there. Then they would make sexual jokes about me being in there. They all knew the real reason I was in there. I hate her so much. What does she want?
"Jessica?"
"Hi Ash."
"Umm we are not friends do not call me Ash."
"Sorry.. Ashley, I wanted to tell you some interesting news."
"What is it?"
"Well your boyfriend.. Justin.. He was caught kissing another girl.. That other girl was me."
I looked at Justin, and back at Jessica.
"I don't believe you. Where's the proof?"
"This picture..." She pulled out her phone and showed me a picture of them kissing.
I looked at the picture and it was true. I turned to Justin who had a surprised look on his face. I started crying.. I couldn't hold it in.
"How could you? You know I thought you changed from when you were about to leave. Is that what you did that night? Kissed another girl?"
Jessica interrupted.
"He also said you were easy and a slut."
I started crying even harder.
"Really now? Slut? Easy? Here's something for you. Say bye to Bella. She is not yours anymore and you are not aloud to see her. I will not let a douche like you help raise my child. She will not have a father like you."
"Ashley.. Listen to me, she is lying to you. I never ever kissed her. I don't even know this girl. And I don't know why the hell she is lying right now."
"Justin there is a fucking picture!" I was crying so hard. I'm glad I wasn't wearing mascara.
"Ashley its photoshopped."
"Until you can prove it say bye to Bella."
Justin looked at me with the most sorrow face ever. I saw tears forming in his eyes. And suddenly one dropped. He was crying. Not just one was falling. He was bawling. He picked up Bella and held her.
"Don't worry baby I will be back. Daddy never ever will give up for you. I love you Bella."
He put her back and started to walk away. I looked at Jessica and she had a huge grin on her face.
"That picture was fake wasn't it.."
"You are still a dumb ass Ashley. Don't you recognize that dress and that couch. That's you and Justin kissing. I just put my head in it instead of yours."
"You are a bitch. You just made me tell him to leave Bella when he didn't do anything. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"You are my problem. I have had my eyes on Justin for years and he chooses an asswipe like you? That's not okay."
"Oh sorry that he chose me over you. You can't win them all. But you will find someone that is as insane as you soon. Maybe in the hospital."
"Why the hospital?"
"Because of this."
I punched her in the face. And kicked her in the shin so she fell.
"Leave my family alone. And if you wanna go tattle to the principal his office is right over there."
She laid there and I ran the way Justin did with Bella in the stroller. I hit a bump in the road that I didn't see. When Justin put her back in the stroller he didn't buckle her back in. Bella flew out of the stroller. I jumped over the stroller and caught her and held her in my arms as I took the fall. I hit my head. All I saw before I blacked out was Justin running towards me.
