Only With You

This time

          Sorry it took me so long to update guys! I had two crazy weeks and I couldn't work on a new chapter until now, so here it is. I want you guys to know that my story is going to have a few big chances from the idea I had from the beginning, so that's why I changed the description and that's also the reason why I'm introducing a new character into the story in this chapter. I would love if you guys give me some ideas about how this new character could be, like her personality. Also all credits for my new amazing cover goes to @ThatKidCianixx, so I want to thank her a million times. I really love my new cover!
         Well, that's all. Enjoy the new chapter!

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       It was Monday morning and here I was, at five in the morning, getting ready for a run. I needed to take my mind off of things and the best way to do it for me was to work out. It always helped me to take out all my frustrations and gave me time to think about everything that has been bothering me. So that means, thinking about April and I.

        Things haven’t been really well between us since last Thursday, since I couldn’t get over the fact that she ditched me to go to a party with her stupid boyfriend. I wouldn’t have gotten so mad and hurt if she had just told me she had made plans with her boyfriend, but it was the fact that she did it because she wanted to take her head off of things and spend time with him because they haven’t been hanging out a lot lately that got me so upset. I mean, they were good reasons, but she had the same reasons to hang out with me, and she still ditched me 4 hours after telling me she would stay with me that night.

        I finished getting ready, got my iPod, my headphones and some money and got out of the door, starting to run down the street, passing right in front of April’s house, only giving it a quick look before concentrating in the path, but just the image of her house made me think about how everything went between us since Friday morning.

        I woke up earlier on Friday morning just to avoid giving April a ride, but that wasn’t a problem because the moment I reached the parking lot of the school, I could see her and Zachary standing with the rest of the group beside the doors, waiting for me. When I approached them, April was the first one to step closer to me, but I ignored her and went straight to Blair’s open arms and hugged her tight, even when I felt April’s eyes staring at me. I knew everyone noticed how I ignored April, but I didn’t let that bother me. I wasn’t going to talk to her and they couldn’t change my mind.

        So that’s how I spent the whole Friday and weekend, ignoring April as much as I could. She tried multiple times to talk to me during school, but all I did was ignore her completely. I didn’t say a word to her all day long, not even to ask her to stop trying to get me to talk to her. I just pretended she wasn’t even there, as hard as that was for me, but luckily, for me, it got easier during the weekend because all I had to do was turn off my phone and tell my mom I wasn’t feeling well so she could tell April I didn’t want to see anyone.

        It was hard for me to ignore April like that and see her trying so hard, but I wanted her to see how upset I was about the whole thing of her ditching me to go to a party, and maybe the fact that it was with her boyfriend and she got drunk on a week day make it all worse, because I know it wasn’t like April to do that and that meant Zac most likely had something to do with it.

        I missed my best friend even if we didn’t stop talking for so long. Avoiding her before was different because I knew things between us were okay, even if I was feeling weird, but this time it was different. She made one ugly mistake and I felt completely sad and angry about it, but the thing I didn’t want to admit was that I was actually jealous of Zac. I didn’t understand why, because sure, I wanted her to spend time with me, but that wasn’t the reason I was so jealous, it was the fact that she was doing all of this for him, so he could show her off too; and, as weird as this sounds, I want to be able to do that too. So maybe being away from her for this couple of days was better for me to think about my strange feelings.