impossible - George Weasley (discontinued)

chapter three.

anyways let's move on. no need to be upset anymore about something i can't change.

george tried to talk to me in the dinning hall but i was too confused and i wanted to figure out what i wanted to do about my feelings. i wiped my tears and sat down. i looked behind me and george mouthed "i'm sorry" i looked away and soon he was right by my side again. he pulled me into the main entrance and said "can we please talk." "fine but tonight. i have a lot of potions work to do and i need to finished" i said. "okay fine". when i went back into the dinning hall i saw fred and angelina sitting together holding hands. angelina whispered in his ear and they started laughing. fred and angelina saw me and i realized i still had the necklace fred gave me on.

i went up to fred and ripped it off. i threw it on the table and walked away. with tears rolling down my face onto my books. before i could leave angelina caught up to me and gave me a note. i put the note in my robe and completely forgot about it. i grabbed george by the hand and took him to the girls lavatory where moaning myrtle died. "should we be in here" asked george "it's completely fine. no one ever comes in here." the only reason I knew that moaning myrtle wouldn't be in here was becuase she was usually spying on the slytherin common room at this time. I always come in here when I needed to cry or just be alone. "what did you wanna talk about?" I asked. "diana I need you to know something. and I dont want it to affect our friendship." I looked up at him and wiped the tears from my face. "diana im in love with you." george said with his eyes tearing up. "seeing you with my brother, holding his hand, kissing him. it made me feel so sorry for myself. it made me feel like it was my fault I didn't get to you in time." I looked at him and wiped the tear from his cheek. "you made me feel as if I belonged. and I wasn't just freds brother. hes been my competition since we were little. ever since you came to us I knew we were gonna be best friends. I saw how you were with ginny, how you taught her how to braid, how to tie her shoes. you're the reason my sister is my sister. ever since we started at hogwarts. I knew I loved you." I looked down at my shoes because I couldn't face him with tears all over my face. he lifted my chin up and wiped the tears from my face.

"george I-" I stopped for a moment to decide what I was gonna say. I collapsed on the floor and sat down. the room was spinning and I could feel my hands shaking. george saw me and went down on the ground with me. he gave me his robe to keep me warm. I said with my voice cracking, "georgie, ive loved you since we were nine. and you gave me your lollipop because ron got mine stuck in his hair. ive loved you since you gave me your sweater during the winter time because I forgot mine at malfoy manor and I was too afraid to go back. I love you because every time ive ever fallen asleep without a blanket you would find the nearest blanket and rap it around me. no matter who was in the room your eyes were always fixed on me. you've been my best friend since I was six and I met you guys at diagon ally with my parents and draco. no matter who my family is you never let that stop you from being my best friend. ever since I came to live with you when I was 8 I felt safe from my family. like I was never gonna get judge. and I never did." george looked at me for a moment and stood up. he took my hand and lifted me up. he pulled me into a hug and as I was standing there being held by him I felt safe. loved. I told him me and fred broke up and he hugged me even tighter. it was perfect. until..

it went black.