✔︎neighbors || max mills (& you)✔︎

chapter eleven

"I'm always the same, I start being friend w someone and Idk how it happened but I always end catching feelings for that person.

I always end getting hurt, EVERY SINGLE TIME!! I think I'm gonna stop making friends and I'm also gonna stop talking to guys so, maybe this stops happen... That I don't think so...

thanks for listening guys!! I love you so much!! Thanks for support me constantly❤️❤️"

It's a long text, but it's really important for you to write down your feelings. You want to show in social media that not everything is perfect and great, and so, writing your texts help you therapeutically and you also use it to show reality to your fans. When you post it, you block your phone and continue with your day.

When you go downstairs to have breakfast because of the text you have written the night before and you posted that morning; your dog is looking at the door, if like someone is at the other side but because it is too early in the morning he just wants to go for a walk, so you take your protein shake and put some walking clothes and go with your dog to the park.

After the morning walk, you go back to your studio again to continue working and planning the rest of your day. You have been very busy lately which has been great to ignore Max at all costs.

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I'm so freaking stupid meen!! I don't know how can I be that stupid!! -Max thinks lying on his bed with music playing on his phone at maximum volume- how could I made that to her... I love her... -he stops thinking and gets up from his bed really quickly and impressed of what I just thought

I love her... -Max says looking at the mirror at 01:37 am- I love her... I love her... I LOVE HER!!! -he says happy

The first thing he does when he wakes up the next morning is going into his twin  brother's room and wake him up to tell him the feeling he has been feeling for the past few months.

What the hell do you want at this hour Max? -he asks him just when he came in

I LOVE HER HARVEY -Max shouts at him

you love... Who? -Harvey asks confused because it is very early in the morning

I LOVE HER HARVEY -Max repeats- I LOVE (yn)

I know -Harvey says like nothing crazy was said

How could you know it?? -Max is the one who asks confused this time

First, because I'm your twin, so it's something I just knew, and second, the way you acted around her it's how I acted around Sarah when I start loving her how you love (yn) -Harvey explains

But why I did do that to her if I love her? I don't understand... -Max says without understanding his actions and feeling horrible

I don't even know why you take her out of your life like that but what I know is that maybe you did it because you love her and you couldn't think correctly... -Harvey tries to explain very tired- the other option is that you think she can be with someone so much better than you, so you let her go. BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER

I don't like that option either, but i prefer it to the other one... -Max confesses

you know something? -Harvey asks Max while they both go downstairs to have breakfast

what? -Max asks

You probably have been liking (yn) for more than 3 or 4 months, and now it's the first time you said you love her for the first time. You accept it -Harvey says

At 4:23 and they're on a reunion for the next FOMO season. Their managers and the producers of the show are with us on a video call. They're talking about the guest we want to have and the things we want to do.

Everyone can see how Max is not as happy or acting like him as always, so they ask him because they care about him but Max rather lies than tell the truth to his managers because he doesn't want to explain the situation.