SDR2 chatfic

Loving you was a losing game (Vent)

( this doesnt count as a continuation for the actual book, it's just i heard some news that made me cry alot and i needed to vent, so im venting through writing. )

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Gang gang 🥶‼️

Hajime: hey so like, why is nagito been at the hospital? and he told me nothing

Chiaki: ...well.. um... you should ask mi-

Hajime: I asked mikan already! What?! Are you all hiding something from me?! All of you???!!!

Fuyuhiko: we... we arent even supposed to tell you

Hajime: TELL ME WHAT?

Kazuichi: wait he didnt tell hajime?!

Chiaki: no..

Mikan: u-um.. n-nagito i-is a-asking if.. you c-can g-go t-to h-his r-room..

Chiaki: NO WE HAVE TO GO IN THERE TOO?!

Fuyuhiko: YEAH BASTARD!

Mikan: i-im sorry!!! he only asked for h-hajime..

Hajime: ill be there

Hajime has gone offline

Chiaki: i... i dont know how he'll react to this

Sonia: true..  i mean... their just friends right? he can get over it..

Chiaki:

Fuyuhiko: why you quiet?

Kazuichi: tell us

Chiaki: ...he... he loves nagito...

Sonia:

Kazuichi:

Fuyuhiko:

Peko:

Mikan: u-um... where... where is hajime?

Chiaki: huh? I thought he was there

Mikan: o-oh.. he j-just came in..

Chiaki: record it for us

Mikan: o-okay...

Twogami: if.. if something escalate please dont show it to us, but i doubt that anyways, but just make sure

Mikan: mhm

Chiaki: im scared for hajime

Kazuichi: we all are

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"Huh? O-oh.. Hajime...!" Nagito sat up on his hospital bed, scared and worried on about Hajime's reaction.

"You've been quiet! What happened?! Why didn't you talk to me?" Hajime pleaded, his voice slightly cracking, due to him holding back tears.

"Hajime..." Nagito smiled, his most, softest smile, that nobody ever saw until Nagito showed it to Hajime.

"Thank... you... for trying to get to know me." Nagito responses, looking off to the side where Mikan was recording the both of them.

He gave Mikan a worried glance, but Mikan just nodded her head to tell what he wanted to say to Hajime.

"Nagito.. what's wrong..?" Hajime asked, sitting down on the hospital bed with Nagito. "Well.. I have to tell you and ask you something." Nagito responsed, looking to the side again where Mikan was at.

"I don't have much time Hajime." Nagito starts off, earning a confused glance with Hajime.

"Hajime, I'm dying."

That's when Hajime felt something crack, his emotions becoming steel and numb.

"Yo- you're joking right..?" Hajime asked, begging it to be fake. But Nagito shook his head no.

Mikan was off to the side, trying not to cry on about this stuff while recording everything.

"No. I'm not Hajime, I'm dying. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you, I didn't know how to tell you."

Hajime froze, he wanted Nagito to say it was a lie. He wanted to hear it, but.. he didn't get that lie.

"Hey, before I go.. I just.. wanted to tell you something else." Nagito flashed a sad smile at Hajime. He returned the smile the best he could.

"I love you, Hajime Hinata."

"I love you, Nagito Komaeda."

That's when they froze. Mikan was crying, still recording everything. She felt really bad for Hajime. She really did.

"N-no... Y-you g-got it.. wr...ong.." Nagito was crying, he didn't wanna believe him, but so was Hajime.

"Before I go.. I have o-one m-more request.." Nagito looked at Hajime, eyes locked into each other.

"Wh..what is it..?" Hajime's tears were going down to his cheek but Nagito quickly wiped it away, smiling at Hajime.

"Kiss me."

Before Nagito could respond, Hajime grabbed Nagito's gown and left something soft touch his lips.

Hajime was crying, while kissing Nagito.

"W-why......"

"W-why what?"

"Wh...why didn't you.. tell me.. s-sooner, Nagito.."

"I'm.. sorry.."

Before Nagito could talk, he felt those same lips he craved from the very first time they met touched his. He wanted more, but.. this is all he's gonna get.

Nagito pushed Hajime from him and started crying, he had something to live for, but it was too late. Hajime was trembling, while Mikan tried to not make any noises.

"Hey Nagito.." Hajime spoke up, while he saw Nagito stopped crying.

"Yeah Hajime?" Nagito tilted his head, waiting for something to come out of the brunette.

"We were always a losing game.."

"H-huh..?"

"I...I got addicted to a losing game." Hajime caressed Nagito's cheek, earning a soft pink tint on Nagito's cheek.

"Hajime, loving you was a losing game." Before Hajime could talk, Nagito's lifeline was done for.

"N-no.."

"N-no!!! MIKAN!!"

Hajime was crying, his tears wouldn't stop. Mikan was frantically trying to help Nagito but it was no use.

"W..we.. lost him.." Mikan sobbed, sending the video to the group chat.

"Nagito.. I love you.. d-don't forget that.." Hajime hugged Nagito's body before crying on it more.

After hugging Nagito, he turned to Mikan.

"Y-yes Hajime..?" She was trying not to cry because Hajime knew that Mikan meant a lot to him.

"Where's his jacket..?" Hajime asked, earning a small smile from Mikan.

"H-here.. h-he.. knew you.. m-might.. a-ask for it.. s-so h-here.." Mikan gave Hajime Nagito's jacket for him to wear.

And so he did, he put Nagito's jacket on. It smelled like him..

"I forever will love you Nagito Komaeda, the Ultimate Lucky Student."