Love without colour

I don't hate you

Melody’s P.O.V

“Just please let me see him, please. I need to know he’s ok please.”

I’m at the hospital where Richie’s been admitted to after he was hit by the car. It’s all my fault, if I hadn’t been acting like a stupid kid, this never would have happened. If I hadn’t scream at him like I did, he wouldn’t have gotten hurt. Why do I act so silly sometimes?

I wanna see him. I need to see him with my eyes to make sure that he’s ok. But his witch of a mother won’t let me see him. I arrived in the ambulance with him, but they didn’t let me go in the room with him because I’m not family. His friend Max drove his car to the hospital and called his parents.

His mom is here now, and she won’t let me see him. This evil, heartless witch is looking at me like I’m scum of the earth.

“I’m sorry young lady, but only family is allowed. My son has been through a terrible ordeal, he needs his family and closest friends and you are none of those things.”

She is looking at me with scorn. Visitors and patients alike are looking at me with shame and pity. I don’t care I just want to see Richie, to make sure that he’s ok.

“Please just let me see him, I just need to make sure he’s ok. I promise I’ll leave and never come back if you just please let me see him.”

This bitch is looking at me like I’m embarrassing her. All I want is to see her son and she’s here acting like I’m bagging for charity. I need to see him to ease the pain in my heart. I feel like I’m drowning in it. I can’t understand why it hurts so much. Why I feel like someone cut out my heart with a dull knife.

“Young lady I’ve call security to remove you from the premises, you’re embarrassing yourself and my family. MY son would be ashamed if he saw this.”

The words are barely out of her mouth, when I see two strong guys coming towards me. I drop to my knees, I felt helpless. I’ll beg if I have to, I just need to see him.

“Please, please, please just let me see him! I’m begging please, I just wanna see him. I’ll just be a sec I promise, then I’m gone.”

The witch turn and walk away. The security guys picked me up and I fight. I am not leaving this hospital until I see Richie, if it’s the last thing I do.

“No, no, no, no!!! I just wanna see him. Why won’t you let me see him! Please I beg of you, just let me see him!!”

I have cried before, but now I can’t seem to stop. Big strong heart wrenching sobs rocks my body. I cry as they drag me away, screaming for them to let me go. Then someone shouts.

“Get your hands off of her, you idiots!”

My eyes widen and as I’m let back down on my feet. I took off running as soon as my feet touch the grown and I throw myself into Richie’s arms. He almost stumble, but he righted himself. They moment his arms came around my waist, my heart starts to feel lighter. They pain is still there but not as strong.

“I-I don’t hate you. I just wanted you to know that I don’t hate you. And I’m sorry, this is all my fault.”

His hands slip a little.

“I know you don’t hate me, Melody and it’s not your fault.”

That’s all he said before he went limp. Doctors and nurses started rushing around and I’m dragged away from him again, screaming.

“Richie!! Is he alright? Is he going to be ok? Would someone please talk to me, please?”