Love without colour

My music to my heart

Oswaldo's P.O.V

More and more everyday Megan looks like her mother. She might have my eye colour and my skin complexion, but her features were her mother's. I loved her more than life itself, but I'd be lying if I said that it didn't hurt me whenever I looked at her. The way she looks when she's sad, or the beautiful smile that appears on her face when she's happy was all Melody.

I've tried to find her, I was still trying to find her, but wherever she was she didn't want to be found. I'm not giving up though, I'd never give up. I was going find her, there was no way I wasn't letting my daughter meet her mother.

You guys must be wondering if I've given up hope on us ever being together, I can honestly say I don't know. I still loved her, I don't think I'd ever stop loving her. People say when you lose one love give it time and you'll find another. Well, I don't believe that will ever happen for me, I had my one true love and it was her, and even if I never get to be with her, she'll still be the love of my life.

I've started a kind of a relationship with Isabelle, I wouldn't say it's serious but it's not, not serious either. Megan absolutely loved her and it was nice having someone else around. It was nice to have someone to do things with, like take Megan to the park or play group, making dinner or watching a movie together. I enjoy the company.

I never meant for it to go further than friendship. But it wasn't like I was blind to the fact that she had feelings for me. Her eyes would fill with heat whenever she looked at me, and those sexy as sin dresses she would wear to get my attention really had my libido going. I'd be lying if I say I didn't find her attractive, she's a beautiful woman, with a great body and she was flaunting it at me whenever she got the chance.

My desire took over that night when I kissed her and we ended up having sex. It was great, but it was different, and afterwards deep within my soul I felt like I'd betrayed Melody somehow.

I remember getting up from the sofa to go in my study. I took the picture I kept of her in my desk drawer and stared at it for hours. My beautiful Melody, my music to my heart. The only woman I was willing to lay down everything for.

I acted like a dick, because I wanted to forget what happened between Isabelle and I, so I ignored it not caring that my actions were hurting her. I saw that she tried to act like it didn't, but her silence was a dead giveaway. Those who know Isabelle knows that silence was not her forte. Getting her to stop talking was like winning the lottery.

After a while, I decided to give my relationship with Isabelle a change, taking things slow of course. I decided that I would not sleep with her again until I was sure 100% sure that I was committed to the relationship. I didn't want to give her false hope. So, I mainly just hold her hand and kiss her a few time, never letting it get further than that. Although I could see that Isabelle wanted it to go further.

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"You, taking your girl out tonight to that hot new club that just opened up. You know, the one called Harmony. I heard that it's owned by Connor Ledrick, the dude names the club after his girl."

Marvin Dannay, the captain of the swim team asked while trying to bench press 70kg weights. I could see that he was struggling, but the fool would not give up and accept defeat. After trying unsuccessfully to lift it, he gave up. Getting up from the bench, he threw up his hands in defeat.

Jaxon Jones, the captain of the basketball team took his place on the bench while mouthing, "Sucka."

"I don't think so man, I've got Megan to think about. I can't very well take a baby to the club."